I am in the fourth year of recovery.I don’t have positive symptoms and the negative are indiscernible.
Βut i feel my mind blank like i don’t have thoughts to express myself.No opinion.It’s like my mind works in one way direction.
Something i have identify is that all the things in life seems new,like i don’t have experience and skills anymore.
Someone relates to this??Is it getting better and how??
Sounds like you have a more extreme version of the symptom “poverty of thought” I have where your brain just doesn’t naturally make you have conscious thoughts, unless like in my case I voluntarily choose to have them.
I couldn’t tell you how to make it change, my marriage partly failed because my ex wasn’t comfortable in silence and she wanted me to babble nonstop every waking moment to her, which at least once a day I just had nothing to say for a few hours because my brain is that silent. But she also was a clinical psychopath or sociopath for real who was using me just for her own gain. I ordered some sarcosine a few days ago which might actually help with it though because it shows substantial improvement in many areas of schizophrenic brains even with the smallest reported improvements.