I get up I gothrough the motions I go back to bed go online repeat. I hear voices in my head of people putting me down-------------should I go out and get drunk cause there is nothing else todo its allanyone seems to do!!! I hate getting drunk and I cant am alcoholic.
what do peopledo?//////////////why get out of bed.
Good question everyday I head over to bros house and just sit on his couch and listen to music. Then I go home and do the same thing. I lay there for hours. Voices all day, people trying to tear me apart.
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I just do what I can do. Like I’ve written several times, my life seems like it’s over about twenty times a day. But I just got back from hitting the drive-thru restaurants in my vicinity. Through rush hour traffic. It seems hopeless sometimes but I got half a tank of gas and I went to Walgreen’s for another soda. And took a walk around my whole apartment complex. There’s a really sexy lady who lives here, I got to see her walking around too. But I guess my point is that things change. SOMETIMES (but not always) for the better. I wouldn’t recommend getting drunk. It’s a temporary fix. It might make you feel better for awhile but you will come down off of it and your life will be the same. Same problems. I’m prejudice about liquor. I quit all drugs and alcohol in 1990 and I will do my best to stay this way.
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I struggle with alcohol too. I’m sure drinking on these med’s is hard on a person’s liver. I often feel the way you do. Why bother getting out of bed? Things will get better in time.
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Sounds like maybe a med. adjustment -
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I wonder this myself sometimes, what’s the point? I don’t drink though because 1) my drug labels say not mix alcohol with them and 2) alcoholism runs in my family and it’s just one of those addictions I can’t really afford at the moment…but i often wonder why get out of bed. Some days I say a sleep until about 4 or 5 simply because my parents are coming home from work and I know in the back of my head I shouldn’t still be asleep when they get home. Also my kitty wakes me up eventually wanting to play with me. She’s 9 years old this year and still as active as she was when she was a kitten, I don’t know where I’d be without my kitty, she’s my baby and probably the closest thing I’ll ever get to having one.
after getting very angry with myself and my life yesterday I found out somebody went to school with was very famous nowi did the same college course as him but had to drop out when my schizophrenic happened
I felt like id missed out spoke to servreal people and they said hellhave problems of his own can you be famous enough or you just don’t knowbut basically talked to some more people nd they said your dreams are important chase them and I thought my dreams aren’t even that hard to achieve go swimming and play violin.
I think ill just try to do more of what makes me happy. rather than going on interenet chat site and stuff. thankyou all for you lovely repliesi am feeling bit better now.xxxxxxxxxxxxx
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