When nothing is happening I’m fine with people. But if a confrontation starts I can’t compete most of the time. Maybe for a short! time but they always drive me crazy and win. I’m just beaten down and broken.
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I avoid confrontations and narcissist ppl.
I want to win somehow. It doesn’t have to be beating someone up or intimidating them or destroying them verbally but I want somehow to at least get some shots in.
I have lost that feeling since having schizophrenia.
Its the negative symptoms.
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I know how you can “win”. This is kind of a long theory though.
Oh man this is an essay. I need to sleep. Will post tmrw.
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I will look for it.
Man, sorry to leave ya hanging on this, I’m only having partial success with minimizing the Truman show stuff. I don’t have the full picture. Only partial info. Kind of spoke prematurely. But I’ll tag you if I ever get out fully.
All I can say is it isn’t totally hostile for me, but it is still happening. That isn’t good enough IMO.
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Well, thanks anyways, it’s the thought that counts.
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My provider HAS to win so I have to back down all the time. She tends to escalate others into making them resort to behaviors that only hurt themselves so I feel I am the winner by simply backing down and walking away leaving her with no one to fight with, nada, zilch.
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