Ever feel like a outcast...........?

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Got me a 12 inch scar on me neck in the year 2003 mainly bcoz I felt like a outcast

I have changed since then…!!

I feel I am no longer a outcast

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I used to get bullied a lot at school for years

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I got so bullied

I got PTSD from it

But forgave them 4 it

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You will probably find a lot of people find themselves to be outcasts on a schizophrenia forum.

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What youu got bullied if it is ok to ask?

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Because I understand psychosis

I welcome all people on this site

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I was in about 10 fights in my life

I was bashed in most of them

Mostly there fault to use volence against me

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I feel like one all the time. I’m totally disconnected from society. I can’t trust anyone.

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Yeah, it is so easy to feel like a outcast. Part because of the disease because it makes it hard to function normal, and also the drugs impair the brain so it’s harder to stay connected.

I’m trying to reverse what I can though. I’m trying to modify my behaviour to healthy habits like push myself to get out of the house and do stuff, at least when the disease is not too bad. I’m also going to try to get more structure in my sleep pattern. Try to get up earlier and go to bed earlier.

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Yeah im an outcast in this town. People from the bars round here give me the evils - and its been months since ive gone into the precinct. Ive got the reputation for having a mental illness - and the alcoholics and addicts think they can take the piss or try to rinse me for money.

Most of the time im in the flat for that reason, unless i nip to the corner shop 2 mins away. I cant be arsed these days - and catch me in a bad mood when one of them gobs off and im liable to punch them and get arrested - so i dont bother.

The only nice people i knew were from the day centre where i made the teas - but thats gone to pot cos theyve lost the funding to keep the place open.

Bruce my current support worker is trying un-successfully to drag me out, but im having none of it lol.

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great band, by the way, Outcast.

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Not really. Although, I don’t try to form relationships, because I don’t trust people much, and don’t have any desire to form any.

I just do my own thing, mostly.

I don’t like the Thought Inserter, but they are always around. So, I suppose that I am never really alone, even when I want to be.

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