did you ever feel like a outcast?
I honestly can’t remember when I wasn’t one.
I was nearly killed for being an outcast…Rambo= first blood
The pressure and burning in my head makes me think negatively, to the point that I feel like it’s turning me into a bad person. I can’t even enjoy going out around people anymore. Feels like being outcast.
I even had a hallucination call me outcast once.
13 years ago I got stabbed and slit neck for my outcastens
Wow, hope things are better now.
WTF!! Who would do that? Try and slice u up for being different.
I have always been a outsider.
I did not fit in with any groups or types of people.
Not as a child or adult.
It can be lonely but it’s always been that way.
I listened to Danzig today.
They used to be called something similar to outcast.
Can not remember the name this moment.
I started listening to them as a teenager and am still digging em.
Missfits is what they were called.
But for me it’s not plural so it would be da misfit without the s.
I’m an outsider. Everyone pities me. But really I pity them because I know what happens next and they don’t. In the long run I’ll be the one at the top
Yes…when I was 8 I suddenly started feeling different from other kids and realized I had to actively try to fit in…then around when my depression started kicking in and I become gloomy and isolated I pretty much became an outcast. Even when I came out of depression, in Highschool I was pretty much varying levels of psychotic the entire time so I was weird and again didn’t really naturally fit in. Even today I find some level of awkwardness in social interaction that I didn’t have initially.
I am also an outcast since I started elementary school. I have always different than the other kids.
Always. Especially because of having mental illness.
I felt like an outcast for years and years in the gay community in my hometown. I was very depressed then. It wasn’t until I quit frequenting gay establishments here was when my mood started lifting. I don’t know why everyone treated me like a pariah. I think it was MI stigma. In fact, I know it was.
XI had lots of friends in high school. It was an elite high school and most of them have good jobs now. In college I didn’t get invited out a lot. I went to an elite college too but most people I know from there are now just regular people. This sort of killed my dreams and made me more ready to come back and live in Hawaii. I try to pick up friends here and there nowadays but I’m not as pretty as I used to be and am living at the bottom of society, so I feel a little ashamed and crawl back to my “safe place” a lot…