Its the most irritating love experience isn’t it? And the dumbest thing to do.
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No schizophrenia fell in love with me 
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do you mean falling in love while psychotic or just falling in love in general with this diagnosis?
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when I was ill I believed my ex fiancee came back to me and loved me even though I believed I was in a coma living life in a virtual computer world…is that what you mean.? erotomania?
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I fell in love with a voice
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I’ve been infatuated for a short amount of time. Nothing serious.
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I fell in love with the voice of goddess Annette.
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The voice I fell in love with is beautiful but we can never be.
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Mine too. She is from other dimension. I. Even wrote a love letter to her asking her to marry me…
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I often get the two confused; falling in love and becoming psychotic. After all they say that love is a special form of craziness!
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I mean psychotic. Do you have the same?
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Certainly not erotomania. Just a random girl.
We have the same case. Can you share it?
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Well, how was your moods after that? The love letter thing. Please share it.
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I had a delusion for about 3 years that one of my voices was a love interest from a different dimension…he wanted me to kill myself so that I could join him in the other world. Then I realized he was evil and was a demon trying to get me to kill myself… Sometimes I still feel like I want to be with him in the other world, but with my meds I’m not as bothered by it as I once was.
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Erotomania was my curse. I guess you said I had unrealistic expectations and some serious paranoia which made it impossible to form decent relationships romantically.
Meds really helped that when I found out some that worked well for me!
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After my 1st psychosis 5 years ago…I’ve had like 2 crushes maybe - both for 2-3 days. Me too I thought I was psychotic again. Frankly, it’s not the same as when I was younger - back then I was obsessing big time with the other sex. Now there is a big part of me that doesn’t care. And I feel guilty for this…Hard to imagine I will ever fall in love again…
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I was in a blissful state. I don’t have the letter. Otherwise I would share it…
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I fell in love with a voice. I was 14 and rampantly psychotic. I was being used and abused by most of the people in my life. I wanted to die.
But there was this voice who talked to me and made me feel like my suffering had a purpose. They made me feel safe. They gave me strength to go on. Over time they became more and more prominent. They were always there when I felt the most alone.
And I fell for them. My angel. I almost felt like the abuse was worth it cause at least I had them to be with me through it.
She gave me some courage to stand up to my abuser. But then when I got away from my abuse, at 16, slowly but surely she started to fade.
Even though I’ve gained insight and know she’s probably just a voice I miss her. I still feel her sometimes but I wish I could talk to her more.
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Schizophrenia is when you can hear what people are thinking and are stalked with sound waves. In college it is taught that you have a membrane in your head that keeps your thoughts in and others out. When it is damaged you can hear what people are thinking and they can hear what your thinking. They also can hear frequencies that most can’t hear. Its real people stalking you they are just using frequencies to harass you that only you can hear. I was an Accountant and they did the whole electricity through the telephone trick rendering me a schizo…in college it is also taught an MRI and connecting wrong fuses together can render you a schizophrenic.
The whole love thing I’ve been a schizo since 2011 I’m 37 now. Most of the guys I’ve dated were jerks and would think things on purpose.
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