This is probably the 1,000th time I was forced to believe that I was in hell mentally. The mental torment is unbearable and having a cold makes it worse. Why this is happening? Idk, but I’d like it to stop.
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I know it’s bad, but try not to “awfulize”. Don’t turn boredom into “eternal torment”. Watch tv. Chat on here. Us sz’s go through the ringer, emotionally. Try not to make it worse for yourself.
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Thank you, it’s hard to do that but I will try.
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I have also wondered if maybe my life is hell, or if I was being punished by an angry God.
Over the years, I’ve realized that religion is just not very helpful in my life. I’ve never felt like I was being cared for or protected or guided by a loving force at the center of the universe. The universe seems to be very apathetic toward people, at best. And all my years studying religion and talking to religious people, I’ve never seen a religion that was anything other than some books, and some buildings, and requests for donations.
I try to stay grounded in the here and now, and try to direct my efforts towards improving my own life. That helps me stay out of thinking that something supernatural has it out for me, or that something supernatural will miraculously save me from my problems.
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This describes how I feel about it in more detail.
Someone is doing this to me, I don’t know why, just want to be left alone, they are insane
They said not to go to church,
Depends if you are the sadist or masochist. This could be heaven this could be hell. Hotel California
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