I want to believe that the voices I was having when my psychosis was worse aren’t right about me going to hell forever. I keep telling myself it’s a hallucination but I can’t get over this fear. I’ve listed every form of evidence against it and tell myself it was just an auditory hallucination. The kicker is no one really knows because you have to die to know so nothing is making me feel better. I’m so frustrated with this delusion. I’d rather not be tormented by the thought that I’m going to hell because my voices said it.
If you’re going to hell forever, that means you’ll never get there. You’ll just spend eternity going there, which sounds like it could be a cool adventure.
I say that just to make a joke, really theres nothing I can say to help you. You need a doctor to make a treatment plan for you.
Haha great joke -___-. I do have a treatment plan but that can’t get rid of delusions. I’m on meds and all that already too. Speaking of which I just remembered i need to contact my clinic.
Your voices can’t tell you whether or not your going to hell because they are just part of your subconscious/unconscious mind. They don’t know anything that you don’t know deep down. They have no insight into your fate and their “opinions” should be ignored to the best of your ability if you cannot get rid of them with meds.
God loves you very much the last thing he would want is for you to go to hell. Its these voices that are messing with you, only advice i can offer is to keep looking for medical solutions. Best of luck!
My issue is believing it’s demons and not my own mind.
It’s not demons @jazD_May . But I honestly don’t know how I can convince you of that.
I hear voices that tell me Im going to hell too. They dont exactly say it directly, but if i think of heaven i may hear “sorry” or “its already too late!” Or “You CANT get better” or “give up, you’re already fallen”…the voices dont sound demonic, it seems like theyre people, like from another dimension, like the supposed 5d Earth, and they’re watching me sink down into evil in 3d, if you subscribe to that new age stuff
I understand the fear, and a lot if times where i think to myself “ill try to get better” or start to read the Bible or pray the voices will say “No!” as if im just worsening my fate
The best thimg i have found is just to try to ignore them and dont engage with them, and maybe sometimes remind yourseld of something they said would happen but never did, or any instance of contradiction, and see that it is just your own mind
That sounds like an annoying delusion. Sorry to hear you’re dealing with that. I face something similar. The voices like to tell me what a horrible person I am. They’re relentless about it. I try to be kind to others, and this means I believe the insults a little less. I spend a lot of time and energy undermining the voices by trying to be “good” so their insults hurt less. It works sometimes. I feel stronger knowing I’m always trying to become a better person.
Have you actually done anything in your life that would be bad enough for you to seriously wonder, if you will get sent to Hell?
Regardless, you can do good works. Hopefully, this will make you feel better, and decrease the likelihood that you will go to Hell, if you have actually done something bad.
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