When I was psychotic I had a theory that gay men were “the ultimate alphas”, they were so alpha that they didn’t care about women and only were interested in men. Yeah I know, makes no sense.
I also had a theory that psychopaths are highly social intelligent people. (there might be something to this one? I don’t know)
Anyway, in hindsight some of the theories were just nonsensical. I also believed I had found the cure for sz. (I won’t even go into this one right now).
edit: Ok, about the cure for sz: I can’t remember it all, but I had a theory that sz is basically just our minds affecting each other. Like if I have a hallucination it’s because I’m getting influence from other people’s thoughts. And this influence happens to all people, but people with sz have weakened “shields” for this influence. I think the cure was something like you had to live isolated from other people, cause this influence (as I thought then) might be based on physical distance), so if you could live out in the country with few people around it would reduce your symptoms. The reason I believed this theory to be true is because I got increased voices when being transported from the country to a city hospital.
I thought i had a chip on my head and everyone else had it to, twas everyone was communicating telepathically in the world and could see each others thoughts, since my voices were from people i have known. My voices told me we could all comunicate like that because the end of times was coming.
I thought they had declared World War III, and our missiles were headed towards Russia, and their missiles were headed towards us. I was wondering if it would do any good to crawl under the bed.
Dumb one: I thought i could tell who was a male or female by this laser look from the eyes. I eventually thought all women were men.
Terrifying one: Thought everyone would die if they went in my brothers room due to evil oppression.
I could feel an icey cold hand squeeze my neck choking me when i ran into the room to drag my brother out then I threw is dresser and bed out of the room. Then i went about 10x crazier which I will not get into the details.
Disturbing one: when everyone was crying because of me I was just smiling and joyfully saying they were being healed.
One of my theories was that i had part alien dna. And that caused me to have psychic abilities that i didnt know how to control properly so it turned into madness instead.
I also thought i was a vampire and one point. And that the antipsych meds were actually to block my need for blood and so i could survive in the light.
I thought I was ‘Tagged’ which is like some human hunger games hunt to wreck a persons life, I was thought broadcasting to players intend upon getting you to respond or act out.
The main goal in this theory was for you to die.
i thought that the UN had let aliens remove nicotine from tobacco. i tried every brand there was while in reality i just stopped getting a buzz in the morning. still dont get one.
I thought I had Jesus magic genes and that I had all the world knowledge in my mind and could do miracles. Cancer cures, mental illness cures, regrowing limbs, etc I told that to the cops but they said I was harrassing them and to not call them back. I also emailed the FBI about it. I thought they should make me king of the world. I also thought that I could communicate with God and tell him to bring heaven to earth which is the end of the world.
