I moved to a new state a few months ago and still haven’t gotten a new doctor. I’m nervous about finding a new one. I dislike doctors appointment far more than I dislike taking medications. I’m always nervous that I might say the wrong thing and end up being forced inpatient.
Given the fact that I was feeling so bad last night that I actively wanted to take an AP (which I hate), I think it might finally be time to bite the bullet and start seeing a doctor again. Before I have an episode and I’m forced inpatient.