I am doing too much atm, i forgot my med tonight and took it very late, started feeling panicky
but i’m doing too much, juggling too many balls and its so hard to keep them all up in the air, cant believe how much i’m doing its getting hard, too hard, idk what to do,
I’m having to slow down, too. It’s difficult to do because we have ideals about who we want to be and when we can’t live up to them, it is frustrating. We have to adjust our goals to be according to our ability.
Clubhouse stuff (reading group) and the rest (not essential)
carer for my mum (when she needs me) (essential)
business exploits (classes for business, more coming up) (not essential)
motorcycle training (not essential)
learning piano (not essential)
friends/family (making time for them) (essential)
Gardening (mums place and my place) (not essential)
social media (not essential)
meetups (not essential)
chores/shopping (essential)
I try and do a bit here and a bit there of everything but it isnt easy, i try and just get on with things and i’m trying to put sz behind me and tbh everything i do needs to be done bc nobody else will do it
even the non essential things are things that i really want to do, i dont need to do them though, its hard finding a balance, my dates are a bit mixed up, have loads of things on my alarm atm and a p/doc appt that could conflict with things.
Yeah I get overwhelmed a lot. Especially when I come up with different projects I try them all but never sticking to finish them. I’m trying now to focus on one project to finish it.