This happens often and i really feel like its others people alot of the time.
I’ll be relaxing or doing something and all of a sudden things feels hostile, I stiffen and it feels like there is energy walls around me that blast away at my mind and emotion.
For instance the rain woke me up earlythis morning,i was in a peaceful state and didnt feel threatened. I heard a guy say something like "you dont need these gay vibes " I didnt take it deep and kinda laughed because i was still half asleep. Next thing I know my body goes stiff and it feels like the right half of my body is being energetically stripped apart. As I typed this the energy I was vibing with turned to a hostile. I honestly feel surrounded by people that look for any reason to turn on me or take away from me. I work hard and stay to myself and generally deserve better. I feel like I’m kept to a certain level of healing and growth. And it seems to be done with energy frequency that doesnt come from within myself. Anyways,this stuff is nothing new and I’m not freaking out or whining about it.