I can hear gods voice saying he wants me dead. I can hear voices of people that sound familiar telling me to kill myself because i am disgusting and gros. I cant find a way to rest, think, feel peace, or relax etc. I hear non stop voices and i sometimes hear devils manipulating my life. I pray to god sometimes but i feel worse in retutn of a prayer. I think of suicide often. Well everyday. And im getting closer to commiting suicide every day.
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If you are feeling suicidal, please tell someone — a friend or family member, a teacher, a doctor or therapist or call 911 (if you’re in the U.S.) or the Emergency Medical Services phone number in your country.
You can also call a suicide prevention hotline—these are available in the U.S. and in many other countries.
International suicide hotlines:
http://www.suicide.org/international-suicide-hotlines.html
http://www.suicidestop.com/suicide_prevention_chat_online.html
Suicide hotlines in the U.S.:
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I struggled a lot with the delusion that god wanted me to kill myself. I wish I had some advice for you, but what worked for me was just a lot of therapy and medication. Nobody wants you to die. Life just sucks sometimes, that’s how it goes. But it can get better. And it will. You just need to keep hanging on.
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I attempted suicide over the same thing, I tried to drink germ-x, but the point is DON’T commit suicide. God does not want you dead, it’s just a voice saying it. When I did it it took a while for me to recover.
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I understand. Don’t listen to the voices if you can which I struggle too. It has to get better.
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You need to focus on things that will help your mental and physical health. Healthy eating and exercise join a gym when you are ready.
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I’ve tried to commit suicide a few times. The last two put me in the hospital. It’s no fun. Please call for help. The people left behind are the ones who suffer.
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Maybe he loves all but me. Im just the disgust thats been left behind so i should just kill my heart. But i feel to much of a coward to not kill my self
Maybe all should be loved but me.
You’ll be hard pressed to find a schizophrenic that didn’t feel like that at one point.
Please seek a med adjustment from your pdoc! You don’t have to deal with strong voices. They can be minimized.
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I don’t think anyone would like you to commit suicide. Don’t believe imaginery voices. Talk with a doctor.
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If you don’t believe in God you know the voice is just a voice, pay no attention and seek help. If you do believe in God remember he would NEVER ask you to kill yourself, never. Either way God is not asking you to commit suicide
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It’s not God.
And if it is, I think people say he only gives us what we can handle?
I think there’s a good reason that we struggle with this stuff. I feel you.
All we can do is try and keep trying
And every day you get through is something to be proud of
It gets bad so that we can appreciate it more when it’s good again, and it will be, I’m almost sure of it
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Voice of God is something I experienced too,
it’s a direct, booming voice.
hope you get help.
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In my case, it’s Lucifer who tells me to die
God doesn’t want you to commit suicide. Evil people do. So you should try to ignore them.
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God will never ask you to harm yourself. If you continue to feel that way I suggest you speaking with a friend, family member, counsellor or medical professional. Perhaps you are struggling with some problems now and there seems to be no light at the end of the tunnel, but there is. Keep holding on.
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