Wanting to die and Jesus

Life is very painful, and I want to know… what will happen to me if I end it? Am I going to go to hell? I’m not looking for comfort just the truth. What do you think? (I know the hotline if it comes to that.)

Do all suicides go to hell?

If you are feeling suicidal, please tell someone — a friend or family member, a teacher, a doctor or therapist or call 911 (if you’re in the U.S.) or the Emergency Medical Services phone number in your country.

You can also call a suicide prevention hotline—these are available in the U.S. and in many other countries.

International suicide hotlines:

http://www.suicide.org/international-suicide-hotlines.html

http://www.suicidestop.com/suicide_prevention_chat_online.html

Suicide hotlines in the U.S.:

https://afsp.org/find-support/

https://suicidepreventionlifeline.org

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Nobody can know for sure what happens to us after we die. But I do know hat if you die, you officially lose any chance to make your life better.

Six years ago, I was homeless, wandering the country lost in my delusion, and drinking myself to sleep every night to drown out my hallucinations. I thought there was no hope, and nothing could save me. I had been living with schizophrenia for ten years at that point. I wanted to die. But I reached out for help, instead. And I’m glad I did. I didn’t get better all at once, but things started to improve. I tried medication again, and eventually found one that worked. I was able to get an apartment, and a stable job. I started forming friendships.

Six years later, I’m now married. I own my own house, I have a job I love, great friends, and supportive hobbies. I’m in training to become a foster parent. I haven’t achieved everything I wish I could, but I’ve done far more than I ever thought possible back when I was at my worst.

Give yourself another chance. Reach out for help. Get into treatment. You’ll be surprised how much better life can get, when you don’t give up.

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No one knows what happens after death. What I was taught is that it is God’s decision when you are to die and no one else’s, especially not yourself’s.

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I hope you’re feeling a little better. It’s no fun feeling like that. I know from experience. I don’t think suicide is the answer. We have to bear with the bad situation knowing that it can’t last forever. If we try, things can get better.

Best wishes :slight_smile:

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I’m sorry, but we can’t answer that. No one knows what happens once you’re dead. It’s science’s greatest mystery and life’s grandest surprise. All we can do is hope that it’s nothing bad. Until then, try and make your life into something that’s worth living for. Seek true love. Find your passion. Find your calling.

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Suicide is a effect of a disease not defiance. If jesus doesn’t let people who died by suicide into heaven he obviously isn’t what people make him out to be. My opinion.
Having said that I think you should get help if you feel suicidal.

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I think you should get some help @KafkaKat its good to be proactive right? you wanna stay as far away from these thoughts as possible. God loves you and wants you to be with him in the kingdom of heaven forever.

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Only god knows what happens after death, if you’re schizophrenic and a good person you shouldn’t be worried because god loves good people

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Don’t hurt yourself. You’re way too valuable for that. Don’t believe the negative voices. They are telling you lies.

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Truthfully, the positive ones are probably lying too. They’re all hallucinations. Random sh it drudged up from your subconscious mind.

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Sleep and visiting the Blessed Sacrament has helped me. Thank you for your prayers

Is that your church?

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