Does anyone else get a little anxious if they post a lot on a public forum?
I’ve been posting on this forum a good bit for the last few days, and last night and this morning I’ve felt a little anxious about it.
I guess it was because much of my delusional fear when I was taken off my meds for 4 months (by my psychiatrist for drug induced parkinsonism) was focused around things I vaguely remember saying online 15 to 20 years ago. On some level, I guess I don’t want to go through that delusional fear again. But, logically, if the delusional fear weren’t about that, it would be about something else.
If I see a whole bunch of Pepe avatars lined up one on top of the other I get a little anxious like maybe I should leave some breathing room for others. Just my perception of it.