I have so many mental problems and my thoughts are static and not dynamic like Boolean emotions here. What is it and why doesn’t it feel natural
I don’t understand what you are saying.
The government gave me schizophrenia. I was a project for a long time. But now they mostly leave me alone.
That’s exactly what I think to. I got shot at in the hood and wrote tips on gangs super out of character for me I have a whole personality change and have to argue with me when I tell them the disrespectfulness that comes out of my body is out of my control. I can actually feel my base personality underneath this ■■■■■■■ monster that comes out of my mouth. And I gotta see my aunt run into her trailer to avoid me everyday.
I had training voices and witnessed video in my eyes.
I can actually feel my old personality under this new piece of ■■■■ that operates my mind out of my control
The Government didn’t give you schizophrenia. That sounds like a delusion to me.
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People who say that are opening the door for russia to do the same thing because it’s possible with current technology. Joe Biden and trumps face got younger looking. I want them to stop
I don’t follow you but my first stay in the mental hospital put me over the edge. There was an investigation into my wife’s drinking when she went to rehab and all kind of strange things started happening and made me paranoid.
When I was hospitalized they keep showing news casts about a major hurricane heading to New Orleans where my wife was in rehab. They looked like they were made in someone’s garage. There was no hurricane. I have googled it. They had fake stories in the newspaper too that were indirectly about me and my life.
Those are just a few examples. They went to a lot of trouble to get in my psyche. I was terrified and paranoid and afraid to talk for six years. It was miserable.
They don’t seem to bother me anymore though and they pay me a lot of money in retirement and disability.
It doesn’t make sense at all.
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They may not have given it to me but they intentionally made it worse.
I accept that I am delusional. It’s part of who I am.
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I was fully self sufficient at one point in my life. I would bike everywhere to get my groceries and toilet paper.
My last episode was me hearing that the I am under investigation by the FBI and they need pictures for my profile, that I am a criminal and I am illegal here… etc…
Umm you believe almost exactly what I believe. My dad was in the military too. I applied for the defense intelligence agency when I was 21 and when I was 19 I applied to the FBI but I’ve called both agencies and no record of my enlistment but the photographic memory I have clearly shows me applying to the DIA when i was 21 I even know the apartment complex I was living in and remembered the pop up that comes up on your screen saying when you click submit on your application it opens a wiretap. I know I did it
Have you got a YouTube channel?
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Did you see the movie Inception? You experience the same thing?
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Ya. Like limbo. I went insane. Feels like an eternity. Found out we live in an alien computer program and I keep waking up 99.999…% of the time back in time like the program resets exactly to 2013ish. I had severe dp/dr and felt like i was in hell. Like my eyes were ripped out of my head and replaced. Thats how I felt.
My story is crazy and can be expanded upon but ill rest here today.
I’ve escaped the matrix before…
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Yeah, they drained me, built a dam across my chest and designated my crotch a national monument.
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I feel like im captive and they are experimenting on me. But, i have held my spirit captive the most.
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77nick77 are you a gang stalker mate!
Well, can one person be a gang?
Or on the other hand, no, I don’t stalk gangs.
Schizophrenia runs in my family and I don’t believe the government had the technology to mess with the ancestors who came before me.
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