I’ve gotten it before where I wake up and way too much time has passed but I feel fine. I wonder if it’s like a comma or if I have a multiple personality driving my body while I’m unconscious.
Food for thought?
I have lapses when emotional where i loose large amounts of time and dont remember what happened. My doc said that when overwhelmed my brain is functional as i am during that time, but the brain does not register what has been going on into the memory sector at all. I am still me acting as i would usually but never hit the record button so to speak. So to myself its like it never happened because no memories were even recorded for that time. Some sort of coping mech built in to protect ourselves from extreme stress. It still really freaks me out tho. Is that kind of what you meant?
ye it freaks me out but it’s almost like i trust my tyler durden more than me
i’m guessing my body does too that’s why he gets to take the wheel
Its still you driving the car, but maybe he messes with the radio every now and then. You are still you and in control no matter how it feels. And i know, it feels like a helpless scary situation. Just have faith in your decision making and it is still your car no matter who takes a joyride occasionally. They still have to abide by your internal moral system. Just a slight misfire by the brain which is scary but when you wrap your head around it its logical. Use distractions to keep from getting to that “blackout” state. Learn your triggers and take back control. I believe you can do it. Just dont dwell on it too much it can make deluted thinking worse and exasperate things. Ive been battling this alot past few months so im with you. Hours and almost whole days lost scared the hell out of me. But im learning my triggers and its occuring fewer and fewer, and doesnt scare me as much when it happens. I just call it daytime sleepwalking!! Lol. But with insight it will fade away. You can do it!!
i aint scared he does a better job than i do lol
i always wake back up soooooooooooooooooo
Yeah i would snap back to all my chores and housework done or some great drawing in my lap or a brilliant poem. Kinda made me jealous like he was showing off. Reggie is actually what i call him/me or whatever. I have another bad version where i come to and things are broken or strewn about in obvious anger. Thought i had some kind of personality issue but doc says its all normal and just brain trying its best to cope and protect us, even tho we dont know it.