I’ve noticed, I can go days. Sometimes even a week upto two. Where I will not touch the abilify / aripiprazole. I haven’t had a psychotic break down since I was hospitalised / sectioned.
How has it been for you?
Do you worry if you’re not taking it regularly?
Do you find it difficult to care enough to take the antipsychotic every night/morning?
(I definitely do find it hard to care about taking it and it’s not good for me as it’s a natural stressor thought now. Even so… it doesn’t seem to be enough to warrant me to make an effort because the motivation still doesn’t exist for it; much like anything I don’t have excitement for)
I had that too. I couldn’t deal with the added appointments. (A nurse administered it). My days felt like I was just waiting for an injection every two weeks.
The longest I’ve gone without my meds in the past 4 years is 3 weeks, and that was not by choice as much as the prescription taking 3 weeks to arrive instead of 2 days.
Let’s just say I got a little weird and leave it at that.
I am very surprised so many take the medication regularly. Also very surprised why I don’t have the positive effects despite my breaks. I do have a psychotic state of mind kind of, in the literal sense — I can come across confused
This made me realize I forgot to take mine tonight. I used to view meds as a negative but I am trying to be better at taking mine as it has been so hard for me over the years but after my last psychotic break; visuals, auditory, tactile, paranoia, disorganized thoughts, feeling persecuted by my family- I realized I need to take them and not relapse again. It’s worsens every time I do.