Some one else is taken over your body control plus thinking.
Then who is this person typing
Some one else is taken over your body control plus thinking.
Then who is this person typing
Something similar has happened to me
Today while going to work I had this thought,
Can I be the judge of my own actions !
Or my affirmation self talk and opposing self talk, is taken over as judge !
I have a constant mental itch that my pacemaker is actually a control implant from aliens to direct my actions. It eats at me more when I get overtired and it is the biggest ongoing strain on maintaining my insight.
You know it reminds me why I isolated my self as nothing should happen to me arround me. Not even a person itching his nose.
I will relate to it one or the other story with respect to me.
When I stopped relating is the day I got better.
And the only way was with the help of meds alone.
Sometimes I am thinking am I getting better or lossing it.
One thing I learnt never let anyone cross my inner circle as there is no shield
Edit : What I say, is what I beleive, so - that’s what will happen to me !
Whatever is trying to take control of me is going to be under my control and reason. Weather if it is a delusion or reality.
When they were giving me IV fluids in the hospital i felt like i was somehow outside of my own body and an intense feeling of derealization. It really upset me at the time but i don’t know where it came from.
I get this too. Sometimes I think people are altering my actions and thoughts via a microchip in my brain. Needless to say, it’s just delusion.
Sometimes I feel like I have inserted thoughts in my head
Generally I feel my thoughts are broadcasted. At other times, when I reflect on how I behave and think while unwell, I dont recognise myself and often presume these actions/thoughts were implanted or I was somehow controlled/manipulated. But by who or how remains a mystery I dare not meddle in.
Yes this has happened to me.
I’ve had sex when it wasn’t me it was those in my body not me ….
A form of sex trafficking?
I get spasms or tension that torture me at bed time and it’s energy of an intense male I don’t want to feel.
Woman and men have done this and pretended to be me etc etc
I want my own eyes and spirit in my own body and that no one else can enter.
Specially not these ugly ones.
They are disgusting !
Ugly inside I can’t comprehend how disgusting they are.
Also invisible restraints .
I have these problems too
Kind of Depersonalisation.
I got that in my teens but I thought on my own.
I had this symptom early in my experiences with sza, right after I developed it. It went away in a few years with medicine. It’s an error in perception, it’s you doing these things, you just somehow separate your focus from it in a way that is confusing, due to the way sz/sza affects the brain.
i have this inner circle. i cant learn anything sometimes. when this happens i need to calm down every 5-10 seconds. its calle dthe 5 second rule. why i need this? because i start to get OCD after walking indoors.
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