I don’t fit in anywhere. I’m a freak. I don’t belong in this world.
I don’t want friends. I don’t enjoy socializing. I dread it. I just want to be left alone.
I don’t want to do anything either. I enjoy nothing.
But I’d be slapped with court orders landing my ass in hospitals again if I don’t keep up this charade and fake fake fake so I appear a tiny bit normal. I’m so disgusted with faking normal I could literally rip my eyeballs out.
I can fit in where I need to professionally but it is draining and I have to recharge after. I can fit in much easier in places like AA or with other photographers where we have shared interests and it is less draining for me.
There’s really nothing i can say other than i relate and that I felt the same way at one time. It is one giant clusterfck, to be sure. Include self care in your daily, i hope you feel better soon.
I fit in but don’t at the same time. I fake being social but so do a lot of people, sz or not.
I feel I fit in at work to a degree but maybe all the friendliness I get from people is one big act on their part.
I fit in like a three piece suit at a Metal concert. I’m just awkward
Why try to just fit in when you were born to be amazing? 
That’s what my cameras are for.
Sometimes yes, sometimes no, but that’s the same for everyone. I have no qualms with being able to be more myself in something settings than other settings
I can fit in and play the game but I don’t like it, I need to recharge with solitude after my interaction.
No, not fitting in, but think that is all in my mind. Not one of the normals though either.
I mostly am tired of not being the old me, before sz. Though age has brought me more patience, kindness and caring.
I can superficially fit in. I can e.g. interact with taxi drivers and people in shops and nobody would guess that I had schizophrenia.
But that’s about it.
People don’t want me to fit in and lie about me all the time, because of some stalker. I don’t really try.
Society doesn’t fit in with me. I have found a few throughout my life who do.
It depends on the people they want me to fit in with.
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