Do you feel order in your mind? In my case, I feel one topic then other topic then other topic, etc.
If this is your case how do you manage with this problem?
Tolteca
I just go with the flow. There is peace in chaos
Somewhat. My mind is mostly reigned by disorder; lots of things in my mind are scattered around. Sometimes, everything is more quiet, but other than that, I’m pretty much a scatterbrain.
It’s been hard to think lately. I’ve had this problem before and my PDOC (am I using this right?) said to take some low grade stimulants like cinnamon or coffee. I’ve been drinking green tea but I don’t have the will to do it lately. So, yeah it kinda makes sense why I’m not doing well.
In general no. I would say there’s very little symmetry up there like a lopsided halo spinning in both directions. But when I do feel like everything is less randomized in my head, I get nervous cause that might just mean its more out of control then ever. What’s weird is I find my mind to be very assymetrical, but the outside world very calculated like cosmically planned coincidence.
I would say so. There’s almost an inner peace going on.
i have a routine i follow everyday…
it works for me
take care
I used to, but now it seems to fragmented to ever return to the uncomplicated life I still long for.
Thanks my friends for your answers. I learn of everyone.
Tolteca.
Somewhat related: I do feel psychosis has helped me to flesh out more explicitly a somewhat coherent worldview. It is part of my studies (philosophy) to do so, but I think psychosis has fueled this theoretical exercise with a lived sense of urgency that my fellow students probably lack.
Schizophrenia has made me more philosophical AND crazy. I think the two go hand in hand lol! What type of philosophy are you interested in?
My brain jumps around a lot as well… it’s like a channel surfer with a fast remote in my head…
I have Seroquel to help slow it down…
But I also find… when I get a racing mind… I also get sort of anxious and fidgety…
Perfect time for a walk… a run… a swim… burn off the nervous energy.
very much so for me. I’m writing my thesis on the intelligibility of delusions. My main interest has always been Wittgenstein’s antiphilosophy
Very interesting yours comments, my friend.
Tolteca.