I feel bad for them plus I feel like other people can hear them so its like I feel bad x1000
Makes me feel like a shitty person. People are entitled to have their own negative thoughts. Negative thoughts about things and people… I am included in that… I am entitled to negative thoughts like everyone else. I just have to somehow not think my entitled thoughts so nobody can hear them.
DO YOU KNOW HOW HARD IT IS TO MUTE YOUR THOUGHTS? you can’t.
I’ll never make it out of this world alive… 
I find i try to make a better path of thoughts because the mind is a dimension of cause and effect of its own with karma too. I don’t take it too seriously… Like i don’t feel bad for sex thoughts unless its unhealthy… But i clear my mind of violence and Ill will and i try to project happy stuff… Sure, we are allowed to think what we want but Ill will thoughts bring me remorse yes… Its the battle of integrity buddy
I used to but I don’t care anymore. I get intrusive thoughts of extreme violence and sexually taboo things. Constantly. I used to LOATHE myself but I had to come to a point of acceptance.
Wonderful, indeed, it is to subdue the mind, so difficult to subdue, ever swift, and seizing whatever it desires. A tamed mind brings happiness.
Let the discerning man guard the mind, so difficult to detect and extremely subtle, seizing whatever it desires. A guarded mind brings happiness.
-Buddha-
I hate my thoughts at times. It’s humiliating.
Did you reduce or come off your meds?
Thought i read that in another post? I could be wrong.
thoughts bad or good mean noting
a good heart is all that is required in this life…and most people have a good heart in my books…
for every one bad thought, try make two good ones…2 is better than one
when i was having bad thoughts in hospital i wrote them down on paper and then ripped up the paper and chucked them in the bin…it did work
This brought back a memory. I think I have already mentioned it but will again. When I was psychotic I had the thought that I was a racist. The n word for flash in my brain for everyone I saw. The voices would constantly call me racist and said that people are going to beat the crap out of me for it. I tried to reconcile this by treating black people as nice as possible. It wasn’t too much of a difference because I didn’t really treat them badly or anything before. Then because of my actions my voices then started to say it was white guilt and people hate that apparently. The point is the voices and bad thoughts are all made up. You shouldn’t feel bad about the thoughts that flash in your brain. They aren’t you. I know it is probably really hard to accept this if you aren’t all medication. I came to accept many of my delusions weren’t real after the symptoms have mostly gone from medication. Although no rush because you have already said you don’t have access to that right now. Just take solace that the negative thoughts are really yours.
Thank you for sharing. I’ve had the same problem. I would think the n word every time I saw a black person. And I would assume everyone heard it. I love black people… So it sucked for me. If I see someone in a wheelchair or something I think “youre in a wheelchair!” Like really really immature… Where the hell did that come from? Grow up… Greeze. It sucks.
I’m really good hearted and kind and sweet and these thoughts wouldn’t normally even happen before.
I once got therapy from this really cute sweet black girl and I thought the n word…and she gave me a weird look. I’m far from racist. But I said ■■■■■ is she psychic”. Then I thought it again and she gave me the same weird look…this wasn’t too long ago. So I thought on purpose “she’s really sweet and nice”. Because I thought she could read my mind and wanted to make sure she knew I thought positive things about her.
Those are intrusive thoughts I reckon.
Stuff like this happens to me constantly. Makes me feel like my delusions aren’t delusions and I’m thinking I’m crazy when I really shouldn’t. I shouldn’t obsses over being crazy when what’s happening to me is really actually kind if happening…
If I could just control the bad embaressing thoughts i would be cured.
I have negative thoughts about people around me. mostly name calling.