@anon29983254 I would describe you as a Diamond in the rough. That’s cheesy I know. But you are a precious jewel that just needs a bit of love and care so your brightness shows. Don’t lose hope in yourself. You struggle constantly but you will always be a beautiful jewel! 
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Do y’all think I’m crazyier than you?
Yes. Yes, I do.
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Jk. 
How crazy art thou?
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Turtle i understand and its so difficult. It feels like its getting worse
@sweetpotatocasserole thanks thats how i feel, emotionally fragile and fragile in every way but luckily my hubby is helping me. Your a good person too i like you and bowens
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@Bowens it was probably all those 6 hours of bible studies a week growing up sent me more loopy lol
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Speak to Me
(Mason) 1:16
“I’ve been mad for ■■■■■■■ years, absolutely years, been over the edge for yonks, been working me buns off for bands…”
“I’ve always been mad, I know I’ve been mad, like the
most of us…very hard to explain why you’re mad, even if you’re not mad…”
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Do you consider yourself normal before your onset? My pdoc said I could have had sz my whole life… but I considered me self normal back then as I got along with everyone. Now I get along with no one cause the person I imagine is younger and hasn’t grown up with the rest of society of people my age
IDK, did you spend 8 months in a hospital? Have you ever been chained to a table for 5 hours? I was pretty crazy.
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