I don’t run errands or anything like that, my parents do that stuff. During the school year I go to school. Right now is a holiday, so I’m doing nothing. I have really bad social anxiety, have since early adolescence. So I’m not comfortable in public. If I’m anonymous its okay though, But just going out to meet people? No, doesn’t happen. I don’t drive either so I’ve lost a lot of my mobility. My mother doesn’t trust me in the car after I got ill, she thinks I’m going to get into an accident bcoz I’m incompetent or something. Really insulting. She trusts my younger brother to drive anywhere. Me, no freedom.
When I’m at home I do a lot of nothing, talk on this forum, and either sleep or pace around bothering my family members. The rest of the time I’m in my room either sleeping, having sex dreams, or masturbating. I spend an unusual amount of time on this. But I don’t do anything productive, when I try its like pulling teeth.