I did not have contact with most of my family due to paranoia,voices and delusions.
After years I have joined Facebook and added some.
I have never had s relationship/boyfriend for longer than a year although Anders kept coming back .
I was not there for him but he was there for me.
Others were in my body and controls g my i because they think I have a low iq it is easy to put there emotion on to me.
My current partner is best for me I had as such as I do not bi he drink any more.
I am trying to improve myself but it is not enough.
My boyfriend mentioned he would break up with me is I stress him out as it could make him sick.
I have moved around a lot.
I want stability and it’s the best home I ever had.peaceful and loving till I complained about email from bikini woman.
I feel so alone e.
I have my holy neigher.
I say thank you for my man and her etc almost every day.
Do they say thank you for me being ?
I suck af relationships.
I might have abandonment issues etc
I pray for help.
How do you guys go with relationships?