I live in 4th floor. The stairs have an open space in the middle, I had no anxiety using them previously. But I think because it was so long since I used them, now I could really get the anxiety while using them.
I think when I was exposed to them, the anxiety disappeared. The first time I used them I had anxiety but it went away.
I think I will use the stairs to get familiar with it again.
It’s really not a good feeling.
I don’t understand why they make stairs with opening in the middle, instead of having it closed off…
Good luck man. My therapist always told me that the best way to overcome anxiety is exposure.
@LilyoftheValley thanks, I think I’m getting there, been walking down and up a few times. I hope it will fix it and it’s not some fear I have developed.
I’m modeling some stuff but mostly I have been messing around with animation and trying to get cycles to render as fast as possible so I don’t have to wait hours for an animation to complete. I actually got it down to 3 seconds render time per frame with good quality, it’s pretty insane how you can render that fast with cycles.
I want to create short animations to begin with, would be awesome to some day create a short film.
The one I have planned is just a short clip of a dark public bathroom with flickering lights and a monster eating someone in the corner. I will share it for sure, I guess the monster will just have some sort of growling noise lol. I guess I will have to put a trigger warning on it if I share it haha.
… when u get some done please share!!! Also… are you gonna use voices too?
can’t wait to check it out !!