I didn’t get anything i wanted here, not even most of what i needed.
This has been horrible and painful.
Oh well, at least there is a perfect eternity as an immortal being to look forward to. You know? At least we get that.
I really wanted that pair of shoes though. I just couldn’t have them. And that great looking burger i saw. And a moronically nice automobile that i would never need and hardly want. And a box to sit in, a nice box though.
Oh well. I guess all that i get is a perfect eternity as an immortal being. Shucks.
It’s all different when you see proof you know. When i bonafide greek myth shows up during your torment. And the others as well.
There is so much hidden technology in existence we would poop our pants if we heard of it. They are so so so so far advanced it’s just mind boggling. They make us look like nothing. And when they bring us back to life we’ll all finally have the proof we were so poopy about the whole time.
I have to say poopy now. You can’t say the sh word anymore.
I wouldn’t call suffering not getting those shoes, or moronically nice car, or nice box to live in.
Did you even read it?
I lead, past tense there, a pampered life. But you know what? I was thankful for it while it was there and i was very happy. I never complained because i had all that i needed and most of what i wanted.
Now though. Tortured to the point of suicide, yes tortured by them. Dying from ingesting pills that i must take or it’s back to torment. Poverty. Abuse. Neglect. Bouts of homelessness complete with untreated disease and beatings and having my car taken. Sickness both physical and mental. Abandonment several times which is only cured when they wish to use me for disability.
With all due respect mal, which is none on this post, get boned my friend. People do really suffer mal, im one of them.
Im beginning to think now that the best of life on earth aint so pampered at all.
here is how the scale works.
It begins with crap. And then it just goes down from there.
yes, the best earth has to offer is poop. But then it just goes all the way down to “holy blank is this really happening?”
Human beings, all human beings, just have really horrible lives really. The most pampered you can be apparently is your body rotting and then you die a horrible death, but at least you had some money?
Thats what they say. Well “my organs are shutting down and ill be dead soon but at least i had some money.” Thats a good life on earth right?!
Face it, no one is getting pampered down here, you can get a small amount of pampering and if you don’t it’s even worse. But in the end you bones end up in the ground after a bout of agony from your dying meat sack.
I know now that all you need is the amount of money you need. Not billions. That doesn’t even make your life better, thats all lies. You just need what you need.
Sure, I am not in africa with ebola. I am a white caucasian male from a relatively successful, educated family linage. People can hate on me for that, but I have to respect them and where they come from. That is a double standard.
Although i am close to hanging myself from a tree.
Besides that i have it bad enough, can we at least admit that? I know human beings are allergic to kindness but you might want to give it a shot every now and again.