I didn’t have a good day today, but I’m still here!!
Glad you’re still in one piece.
I had an OK day, but pretty ambivalent. I’m doing some treatment thing and it’s healing me slowly. Just have to figure out how to spend the time while it works.
Good things have been happening to me, but I’ve been walking to the liquor store and drinking as if I had the most miserable life on earth. I don’t know why I’m doing this other than I’m just an alcoholic.
It was okay. Meant to do more, but I think I probably just needed some down time.
It started out ok but towards the end of the day got bad
I met my goal for the week, arriving on time for my D&D game, now tomorrow I do my family’s goal for me this week and do laundry. I feel like its healthy to have an externally driven goal. It really tests my drive and just forces me to struggle through it. Fortunately its a task that while hard to motivate myself to do, I’m physically not getting exhausted doing it because I can take breaks.
I hope you guys are well.
Having sz for me is like surfing. You ride out the bad days and you enjoy the good ones where the waves are good and everything is fine. It really is a balancing act but I always find routine is good and try to do one positive thing a day. Whether that is socially like give someone a call. Or physically. Like do some different exercise or job for the day.
Can work wonders.
Yep.
Decided that I’m gonna be honest to myself and admit that I hate my job and I wanna leave.
I shouldn’t have to put up with things anymore.
Not wanting to work somewhere anymore is not the same thing as refusing to take responsibility and support yourself.
I finally don’t hold guilt to my emotions and for that I’m happy.
Don’t know how quickly things are gonna start moving for me but I only see my bags being packed and on my plane ride to my destination of choice.
I don’t hold any regrets but I don’t owe anyone anything either.
Feels good to finally say that and be free.
I’m willing to throw away my decent life for a better life and that’s all I’m fixated on now.
My day was alright. Got more done than I have in a long time but still need to do more.
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