I don’t think it’s my genes but the environment stress like outside factors…
I guess genes play a role, but I don’t know. I guess everyone is different. I can drink 10 monsters a day every day indefinitely and someone might drink 1 and die from a heart attack. I’m very skeptical now of all schizophrenia research.
Like I said, my case is unique. Basically some alien/military/illuminati psy op crap. I guess the end result is the same hence why I am here. I don’t hallucinate or hear voices, but I’ve definitely felt like I had shell-shock or gulf-war syndrome despite never fighting in a war. I guess the common term is PTSD but I don’t really have the symptoms. I sometimes piss the bed and have intense dreams. Feel like I’m talking to people in a car at night frequently…
Schizophrenia does not run in my family. We can all find anecdotal evidence or stories, but nobody really knows. I believe it’s the norovirus, and I plan on taking the vaccine. Time will tell again.
I just don’t know or understand why. I often think it’s myself. Did I create bitcoin, was I John Titor, or something else? Was it random a fluke? I don’t think so.
Some things been going on for eternity. Only I may know the truth.
It’s interesting and cool that this new forum member is here and I relate to him. I cannot speak for him as I don’t know his story, but he said he was a former member of a secret society and has schizophrenia.
I’ve been having dreams too. I don’t know if it’s fantasy, delusion, or half true half falsehood, or just a past life sort of thing, but I feel like I seen reptilians, might have been one, and even other things. Like vampires and the undead.
felt like a god before too. I don’t really relate to most and they don’t relate to me. My delusions are complicated and sophisticated unfortunately and are hard to wrap around. I guess writing books is my future – reality guised as fiction.
Like I said, I never wanted this, expected this, or anything. I feel like the military is interwoven or deeply connected to secret societies and that they work hand in hand so who knows.
My grandfather was a freemason, but from what I read he was just a normal guy. I feel like I got a curse. He was a good guy.
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Apparently Craig Wright is the bitcoin creator so there’s that. Saw it in the news. Last, there’s this guy named John Titor 2 that talks a lot of crap on YouTube and he’s been through a lot like me. He says he’s the real one, but I think I’m the real one…
He’s been cloned too, apparently.
Thought I was Q but I guess not. I have no memory. I buy the overall arching story and theme though. I lived it and seen it many times.