Destined to lose?

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Being normal and winning in the game of life takes experience know how, working with winners etc, a lot of hard work.

With schiz the truth is you pretty much already loss, this is all a waste of life through in the towel.
Lost at the start, in my own head,
Lost at a thought and the circuit never ends, game over. Continues…

I heard before the one eyed man is the greatest in the land of the blind.

Reality. Reality. Reality.
I consider this all a total lose, I suck. Seriously I suck, do nothing but live in my fantasy of a mind, all I do is smoke and I’m 21 still with my parents.
Guess that bus hit me before my time, which no one wants or does understand because winning is a instinct.

Towels thrown out is over really is.

Guess that old truth of you can only make with what you have is inviting.
But I’ll just be back in that circuit of my head again through it all.

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yeah I feel the same way. I wanna go get some cigars after reading your post.

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Steve Jobs was winning. Then he decided to not look after his health and died. There’s more to life than outward success. Life is a rubiks cube.

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See what Sagar Gorijala wrote
"
Everything is a variation.
Use positive to solve negative.
We are randomly born, initially.
Sometimes we seek specifics, more often when winning becomes too important.
Why win?
Why don’t we just survive and continue the journey?
Living is winning.
@PinCushion @Chess24 @far_cry0
"
by Sagar Gorijala @anon93437440

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That is true wisdom from Sagar. And i’m serious.

I still want some cigars but I will go more with the flow now.

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I think on the positive side you can still get on the right meds and find a better outcome.

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God knows I can’t look past my schiz.

The towels thrown in it is a waste of life.

There’s those who are makers,
Teachers die at there own right.

Schiz wasn’t a beast to be beaten. Some get shot guys, and schiz is the end of my shot. Don’t get confused with the cheerleaders.

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With an attitude like that it is no wonder you are losing. We are meant for greater things. We are meant to reach our potential. Not one thing even schz can defeat us. Our setbacks are setting it up for greater things. Just remember the trial of schiz will lead to greater things if we just give it our all.

Disclaimer: I just went to a Joel Osteen event and am reading one of his books. The spirit is alive in this one.

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Not for me and not for many people here. Aps that don’t work in your teens will work later on. Life is never as good as it seems not as bad as it seems

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Alright then tell me your real attitude about schiz, both having and dealing with it.
Real motions of it.
What’s your name, what do you do etc

Throw in the towel for my schiz, reality having this is a waste of life.
Actual thought.

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Yes living is winning. I do agree.

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It’s good to vent but don’t get yourself down with things you can’t control

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I view it as a great trial and temporary set back. Like with anything in life if you get knocked down you get right back up again. Then again and again. It’s called persistence.

I’m doing a lot right now and have big goals. You can and should also.

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Shoot for the moon and land among the stars is a principal I follow.

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Queue “push it to the limit” montage

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How about this… everyones just born to die. Puts it in perspective

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I have felt like this many times before and sometimes still do. All I can say is: Fight the battles you can. Maybe eventually you’ll find yourself doing things you didn’t think you could.

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I guess that is guaranteed.

By the way I’m not trying to be negative anyone.

We all are going through this continuous unnamed reality.
And just in a thought of reality in my own head, the towels thrown in this train.
It’s the beginning and end, waste/making
Idk maybe i could be more humble about things. Idk.

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It’s what you do with what you have that gives life meaning. Do something you can feel good about and don’t worry about what others can do

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Yeah I guess philosophy can be just small joys it’s what has been getting me by anyways.

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