I’m just curious. The way I feel seems to change all the time, there are times when I can laugh and smile, yet in a moment it can change to dark thoughts, hopelessness, despair, crying, suicidal fantasies etc. Part of me thinks I must be faking it because of this, because I can have moments of perhaps not happiness but at least content.
Do any of you find the same thing? Or does the depression take up every minute of every day?