The world hasn’t drastically changed overnight has it? I’ve been doing really well but I’m feeling very paranoid and delusion. Like, there’s nothing bad about today right? Idk.
Has anything changed since yesterday or am I delusional and in need of some sleep? Not sarcasm, seriously wondering.
Idk I wish I could word it better. It’s like I want reassurance but not about any one thing in particular. I’m just feel scared and helpless to my illness sometimes. Idk. But it always passes.
I want to reassure you Ryan.
I am very glad to hear that you have been doing well.
One advice that I can give you is to find stuff to be grateful about.
You can be grateful that you have been doing well.
I agree with @Zoom- there is great uncertainty in our world.
We have to live with uncertainty.
Our illness might get better, or god forbid it might get worse.
We might (god forbid) die of illness or accident tomorrow, and on the other hand we may be able to live long and fulfilling
lives.
There is no certainty in our world, and we have to deal with it.
You should know that I’m rooting for you, I hope that you will do well and overcome all of your hardships.
I send you my love, Erez.
Nothing dramatic has happened in the world today. What you see on the news is ‘reality’. It’s as imperfect as it has always been. As many know, I believe my entire reality (big-azz project, I know) is completely staged and fake, including the TV and internet so I can appreciate the paranoia.
However:
From everything I can see, honestly, nothing dramatic has happened.