I feel a bit depressed and afraid. This sz thing has become too real somehow. I have told my pdoc I hear voices. If it is not temporal lobe epilepsy, that she wants to rule out, the only thing left is sz. I know I have schizophreniform (in 2010) but I was hoping it would go over and I’d be normal again. This scares me. I don’t like hearing voices and having unreal feelings.
I want to be normal!!!