I know having to hear/read about someone else’s dream is a nightmare it’s own,
But I don’t believe what I experienced was a dream at all.
It was unlike any dream I’ve ever had in that it made sense, was linear, and I was not young or thin.
(Usually in my dreams I’m perfect, 22 year old Charles Foster)
I was exactly my age, wearing clothes I own and doing things the way I would do them in life.
I want to just pour into detail because it was sooooo real. (It would be a wall of text if I typed it out and I won’t subject you to that).
The scenario, the actions taken, and consequences.
It even involved a level of expertise that I am unfamiliar with.
When I woke up,
I couldn’t believe it was a dream.
The more I thought about it, the less like it a dream it became.
Playing it over in my mind, I couldn’t find one hole in the story, one “dream like” element, or anything unrealistic.
It feels like I saw something that happened to me in a parallel reality.
Same Charles Foster to that point, then things go off the rails in a very Charles Foster kind of way.
I don’t dream a lot, but when I do,
It’s horrible.
I dream of demons and evil and not being able to control my body, being locked in a specific room.
Basically the same dream in slightly different variations since I was a child.
One notable exception that I also have a hard time accepting as a dream and believe that it may have actually happened.
Like, not in another reality, like in my life.
Anyway,
It’s difficult to shake.
My husband agreed that it was not very dream-like,
But wouldn’t buy my alternate reality theory.
I’m very unsettled.