My personalities have more of a shared consciousness. I may be conscious of what’s going on at the moment, but later it’s all gone from my memory as if it never happened. I think I only subtly shift personalities which is why everything is generally hazy to me.
I just remembered that when I had opium I dissociated for 12 hours. I forgot about that. It was almost as if I had never taken it. That was a dissociation I forgot about. I never dissociated on pot and I was a stoner. I thought perhaps that because it is an escapism that it might take you a little way and then not the whole way into DID like it did for me. I guess we are all different and react differently.