What is the worst or craziest most unreal delusion you actual believed was really happening?
i thought pro athletes were supernatural beings who were consuming my growth hormone and energy. i even thought peyton manning was trying to live where i lived so that he could do so. i remember sitting in downtown phoenix arizona on one of my adventures one day and peyton manning happened to be in town exploring phoenix as a free agent destinatioin. i thought it was all really about me though and it was a cover up as i heard the sports radio talk about rumors peyton manning was in town.
I had a few. One involved the water and food being contaminated. So when it rained I would collect the rainwater and then boil it and use it as drinking water to avoid drinking the contaminated tap water and bottled water.
I also believed that people could be controlled by outside forces (Sometimes Angels or Satan) and those forces would often communicate with me through other peoples bodies.
I had quite a few delusions over my time as psychotic but there are just a couple.
another thing that got into my head. was that if i pooped outside it would warm things up in the winter. i thought the sewer system was responsible for our cold winters because of some kind of bad karma from it. so for a year i pooped in a bucket and tilled it into mom’s flower garden outside and we continued to experience a warmer winter.
one time i used the bathroom and flushed the toilet and immediately panicked that i would be arrested, so i fled into the woods and was going to follow the river to new york state. when i got in the woods i started hallucinating and being tormented and eventually i hiked down from the ridge line and back home, thinking i had gotten away with my crime.
That a guy I met was my twin flame and we were talking telepathically… I thought we were able to hear each other, that he was sending me music telepathically… we had full on arguments… that he could feel my energy and that I could feel his energy and for awhile it was nice… then it got bad and I started to believe he was talking with his family about me and I could hear their conversations and that he was in contact with one of my friends and they were talking behind my back and that he was planning on moving in with her. Also that everything I sent him he was posting it online for everyone to see and laugh at it. And I even told him that he was my twin flame… I did not tell him all the other stuff. Just sometimes send him random messages with what I was hearing… we still talk sometimes.
A twin flame is a new age belief that before birth you and the other half of your soul agree to come back at the same time and reunite at some point… to complete some kind of mission…
I believed he was my twin flame for two years…
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Basically that reptilians from Mars keep giving me dissociation and solipsism for unknown reasons and that we live in a brain in a vat controlled by some quantum super computer/terminal connected to the matrix. That they can access and see anywhere via a window or web browser. Ive seen it. They showed me before.
I believed Bush was a good president.
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I thought I started a war in Africa because a witch was collecting my soul
I thought I was Jesus and that I won’t die if I commit suicide. I swallowed a whole Tylenol bottle, vomitted for 2hrs, my parents came home and forced me to go to the emergency. Dr in emergency told my parents that I would be dead from liver failure if they brought me late. They injected me with an antidote connected to a medical device to clean my liver. They said there is liver damage but it should repair itself, my liver blood tests are still abnormal since then, 10 years ago.
They transferred me there to a psychiatrist, I told him that I am Jesus and he diagnosed me with schizophrenia. He accused me of trying to kill myself.
My thoughts were on a monitor that people were watching and a girl kept judging me, a tv character putting people in my mind even though he knew I was afraid of people/celebrities reading my mind or talking to me. I miss being left alone, I had only one person in my mind before even though he was mean he was better than having so many people putting me down.
When an African woman saved my life, doing supernatural brain surgery, when I smoked and aliens removed ova.
I believed that when I needed and asked for any type of help that I caused bad luck to anyone that helped me.
I believed I caused natural disasters by asking for help
Idk which crazy delusion to pick.
I didn’t want to go into the ambulance.
I thought they were planning to chop me into a thousand pieces with a scalpel.
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Before I thought I was god I thought I was an angelic warrior of god so I took a metal cross put a flame over it got it almost red hot and seered it on my wrist for like 2 minutes this was 3 years ago and the scar is still there and I also cut my wrist and put blood on the bible to make a blood pact with god
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