I isolated myself for most of my childhood and only recently started to realize how much that goes on in my head that I lack the words to express. Does anyone else feel that the ideas or feelings they formulate just can’t be expressed? I’ve been having a tough time with my friends lately and it seems I can’t ever say what I feel properly. I honestly hate when they try to talk to me. Seeing messages gives me a burning sensation in my head and I want to scream at them to leave me alone. Anyone else have any sort of relatable situation? I know it’s just an unhealthy isolation method but it feels… easier.
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It’s not easy with sz but it’s worthwhile hanging in there. Friendship is hard to find for most and although it’s easy now in ten years when your on your lonesome it’s not good at all.
Get the meds right first. Get your head on straight and maintain the relationships you have. It really does make a big difference in recovery!
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Yup my brain feels like mush
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I struggle with this off and on too. And I found sometimes you have to kinda push yourself out of your comfort zone and just try to keep a conversation maybe even explain to your friends how you’re feeling so it’s not as awkward and after a while start to feel better. But also sometimes I find going to a public place and just being around people is a good way to kind of desensitize yourself to the stimulation talking to people causes. But I hope you can feel better!
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Same 1515151515
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