The main symptoms are resting tremors and muscle stiffness for me. It doesn’t bother me too much. I just tolerate it so I can stay on my AP. Cogentin also helps.
Sorry to hear, but i can relate. A couple of years ago i read complex philosophy, was outgoing, concerts, nightclubs, i was writing novels (that got rejected though).
Today i mostly watch television and find it hard to read a book.
Some of my decline is due to aging, some is a symptom of burnout after a long life as a schizotypal.
The first thing we noticed with my late granddad that ended up being indicative of his Parkinson’s was what the doctors call the “Parkinson’s Mask.” As in, he had a blank expression on his face most of the time regardless of his mood. His mouth was usually slightly ajar as well.
I think Moonbeam has the right idea, you should go get evaluated. The right medicine could potentially help if you do have something wrong.
I know you’ve said you think the APs have damaged you, but they prescribed my granddad Zyprexa for his Parkinson’s delusions and it helped immensely. If APs caused damage how do you explain that? I mean he didn’t take them for a long time prior though I guess. Zyprexa happens to be what I take to keep my delusions away too.
If your hands shake when you’re trying to use them it could be many things including essential tremor (which I’m developing). Parkinson’s is unlikely as your hands would tremble when you’re NOT using them.