I used to walk but I discovered that I needed something more aggressive like running
Did running easen your restlessness? And do you ever try amytriptyline? Itās anti depressant that can knock you out too, but dry mouth is the problem.
Sorry what I meant to say was that, I was too tried to run. The medication made me too tired to do anything
Damn I feel you bro, how old are you? I am 37,I donāt think I am gonna having marriage. Even I have PTSD about it.
I am 32, I will be 33 this year. Do you too have the zombified feeling with clozapine and does it make you wet the bed?
Iām used to feeling like a zombie now
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I wouldnāt say zombies but a little tired
Has the tiredness improved with time?
The tiredness is manageable
I go to bed at 7 pm take 200 clozapine at 6 pm
I set my alarm for 5.15 am. I like to get up early then I do lots of walking then go to volunteer job and by the time I am home at lunch time I collapse on the sofa eat and watch ta and catch up with my pen pal of five years who lives in birmingham
Thatās basically my life
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Do you take a dose in the morning?
I take 125 in the morning and that doesnāt make me too tired
But it makes you tired? Even if only a little? When you wake up, are you still under the influence of the dosage taken in the evening?
No I feel ok when I wake up I am ready to go
By the time I get home Iām tired
Hmmmā¦ I am still unsure 
Are you on any medication now?
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Since the breakdown I have been on 4 medications. After several months without medication the symptoms emerged and I was given Quietapine, which I took for 3-4 weeks. I stopped as I became psychotic and my speech and cognitive functions became delayed
Sounds like you and I have different symptoms
Do you ever get the feeling of being watched
Yes all the time (Survailled) and being followed
I donāt get it all the time on average once a week but when I do get it is very intense and upsetting I worry about when it will come on again Iāve never got rid entirely of it
I thought increase in clozapine might make me feel better but they talk about risk of fits
I donāt know clozapine might be successful in your case
That is what my illness is. The paranoia, the belief that I am being watched, survailled and followed. I am no longer hearing voices. This is everyday, every moment of the day. Nonetheless, it is not as bad as last time.
So if clozapine does not work, I would have taken the medication at my expense in vainā¦ 