Hi Firemonkey~
I have a lot of anxiety. The only thing that works for me is to talk about it with someone, or take care of whatever it is that is causing it so I can get it off my mind.
I do think that if you talked to your stepdaughter-it would help a lot
in easing your mind. Hope this helps…
Well the first thing to do is get tested. It starts with being HIV positive and it can turn into AIDS. But from some of your escapades you should get tested, ASAP. And start being more careful in your sex life, starting NOW. Don’t put it off.
I thought I had HIV in 1987 after sharing a needle with a bi-sexual ex-con heroin addict and his bi-sexual addict hooker girlfriend. We shot speed balls twice and we all used the same needle. We were all aware of the danger but I got really scared when the guy rolled up his pant leg up and from the knee down his legs were covered with open sores. As I sat there staring he gave me an evil grin and said, “Don’t worry, I don’t have AIDS”. I got tested a week later. Scary stuff waiting for the results. But I tested negative.Back then, testing positive for HIV was basically a death sentence.They didn’t have any drugs for it like they do now. Heck, Magic Johnson has been living for more than ten years after testing positive for HIV.