I think its the abilify 20 mg. Not sure what to do, it definitely doesn’t help my paranoia and delusions. Things become surreal at this hour, Im in the central european time zone currently.
Anyone else have this issue? Or at least just want to chat?
Thats interesting, my attention span is fine, way improved even. Guess it goes to show it affects everyone differently. I just have so much energy that I dont even need sleep and I need to be doing something all the time
I think ever since I went on an adderall binge/relapse I really messed myself up. Addicts do what they do I guess, Im no exception
Thanks for the tip @Moonbeam, meditation has always been tough for me, easpecially now, but Ill give it a try. Ive gotten a lot out of it before if I can block out the voices
But seriously, Ive let go of my fears I feel like… Used to be super socially anxious and now I dont give a f what people think. I just have an addiction problem with uppers and weed. Im off them all now but I think they really screwed with my brain
If I had weed here I wouldnt be slipping into alcoholism lol. Imo alcohol is a far worse drug than weed as far as my health and psychosis goes but everyone reacts different I guess.
Awesome! Send it to me for sure, would love to hear it! You really should get a proper mic though, you could get it made really professionally if you did.
Although that phone mic you got is surprisingly good. Who’d a thunk it.
@Illvoices thats the thing, I take hydroxyzine, which is like benadryl on steroids and it still doesnt knock me out at 75 mg, which is a high dose. It really worries me, that should put a horse and a half to sleep
@Aziz Thanks, Ill try that. Pharmacies are going to open soon, Ill pick some up
Abilify didn’t do jack for me. It was like I was taking literally nothing. And Benadryl doesn’t make me tired either. If I wasn’t on this much seroquel, I wouldn’t be able to sleep at all, so my doctor just made it my primary antipsychotic. Maybe your doctor could do that with you too?