Can't belive that topic was closed and did all this writing LOL oh well will start a new on i guess

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Continuing the discussion from So, what's the truth about scizophrenia?:

Me too. abused a lot in some way or another growing up. and i do have obsessive thoughts. and maybe the lsd i did as a young teem influenced this also., but truth is. i have a negative way of thinking about myself and i aslo have low self esteem and am fearful of disappointment. i also hold myself to actually extremely high standards, higher then i do others, morally at least but because of that and because the voices are also responding to my thoughts/actions… i have actually regressed as a person and sometimes just can’t even get myself to move.

I also realize that i trip a lot. but will suppress my own true feelings, and even my own intelligence at times, or my own talents in order to please voices/people around me, or so they won’t come down on me if i fail.

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Stay well,we are pretty similiar

There is maybe a little hope that things can change to be better for us.

Childhood experience define us,but I guess not all,we just need some repair to get going

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yes repair my thoughts are scrambled and my grip on reality is frail… but i feel hopeful today and i think i need to give myself more credit. i made a schedule for myself today.

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yes all we need is 2 see within us.it will give insight to move forward.man is unique by its nature…so try to recognize ur self … :pensive:

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exactly it is difficutl i have to be mindful and remind myself that so many things happen for no real reason. but i also want to be a loving person without getting taken advantage of too much or putting my own needs last

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