Sometimes I think I’d enjoy being at the center of a Truman show, but the audience would get bored as hell. My life is very flat and uneventful.
And reality is, most people don’t even know I exist, let alone care about my fate. Only my family and friends are interested in me.
Yes all that went way and the other symptoms as well just by bieng on medication.
Ive been taking olanzapine for a few years never worked. I just started latuda a week ago. Im not sure if its the medicine or if the people on tv just dont want to bother talking about me anymore but it has calmed down more than it has ever in years.
Its a ciommon delusion with schizophrenia.
Look at it this way. Are you really that “special” that you warrant convert surveillance?
Seriously - in a nice way, its quite arrogant of you to assume that people are that interested in you. Nevermind the fact, science hasnt even invented cameras that small.
Do your meds - look at it logically and chill out x
I dont know why i would be center of attention but i believe i am the only person with a hidden spy camera implanted in my body out of a 8 billion people. The only thing that baffles me is that not one person would stand up for me and say that its not right that someone would implant her with a camera or microphone. No one has stood up for me.
Yes i dont know who you are.
Remind yourself you have a thought disorder.
Insight is remembering we have the illness that causes this feelings and thoughts.
If you just keeping and trying to find proof and giving into these thoughts, you will suffer more than necessary.
Im not trying to be arrogant but this is what im experiencing. I hear the tv and radio talking about me. Snapchat and youtube especially. I have heard the tv say some pretty wild things. It makes me lose hope in humanity because as woman i shouldnt be exploited.
I don’t know if you actually believe you are delusional, or if you want people to tell you, you are not.
I know your not. Im just saying that your just a regular lady like the rest of us, dealing with a severe mental illness. I was just trying to put it in perspective for you.
You will get over it, in time when you develop some insight mate. Its the illness - and you simply got to be aware your mind is going to play tricks on you.
Honestly i really dont know if i am delusional. Thats why i am asking for help.
Ok but you know you have Schizophrenia right?
Ok, i hope im just delusional.
We’ve told you repeatedly you are delusional.
Give some time for the latuda. It worked for me once for same issue
I’ve been diagnosed by a doctor. So i consider that i may be. But what my reality is, tells me otherwise. But yes i have been diagnosed so i do believe i may be.
Ok thankyou. I hope it works well for me.
It wouldn’t be possible. A camera and microphone would require a power source which we don’t have the technology for yet. It would have to be charged. And charged often. The camera would have to be so small that the battery would be so tiny it would need charged probably hourly.
Its a good sign that you recognise you are. Work on that. Dont automatically trust what you brain is telling you. Question it.