I know it’s silly. But since I can’t manage to do some more meaningful things like reading, learning or watching tv, I’m putting my time in buying lotto.
I have spend a lot of time pondering if it is something I want to do. I decided that it is only about a small affordable amount of money and that it is an easy game I still find it manageable. So I’ll let myself buy a ticket to fill my time.
I have lost all of my life savings after the onset. I spend it all for the voices asked me to. If I can have a fortune, I wish I could have a replacement. So I’m experimenting with chance. I intend to buy lotto as long as I want to. I haven’t find other activities I can manage so well and have no problems in motivating myself to all the hassles. But i do feel empitness everytime when I find out someone win the jackpot but not me. So im looking at what it would take me to. What would u consider someone who buy lotto for life and never wins? Losing all the time certainly doesn’t feel good. But mostly likely I would end up like that.