I do not know what to do. I am too scared to eat and theres a baby inside me. Im scared, sad, and angry about being raped as a child by a boy frm the babysitter and he followed me my whole life should I eat? Why can i not eat? They put pills in my food for the crying now i have trouble eating.
I think you should get hospitalized?!
@jadeyjade, I think you really do need the hospital. Your baby needs food, and if you can’t eat on your own, you need help.
My friend has struggled with bulemia during her pregnancies. With the first one, she didn’t eat nearly enough, and her poor baby has all kinds of problems now.
I was molested as a child, and raped by the man I then married, who went on to abuse me various ways. I am a recovering Bulimic and was actively “practicing” when I got pregnant.
Something clicked in me when I found out there was a life inside of me that counted on me for everything. I stopped vomiting and ate everything that would build a strong little person.
Please override your impulses and do what’s best for the baby who is not only innocent of the horrors you’ve gone through but deserves the very best that you can provide.
I wish you the very best. I hope you’re getting the medical care (prenatal) as well as counseling/therapy. 
I am gonna eat and be the bigger woman this is cause my baby daddy ex is getting high on crack and talking to herself. I wish I did not have to hear her weird â– â– â– â– â– â– thoughts. Tweaker bitches. I hate them. If you can not handle your â– â– â– â– stay off it. Brain damage.
JadeyJade,
Your baby’s brain and body need good nutrition to be healthy. Please go see a doctor ASAP so that the lack of nutrition doesn’t harm the baby for the rest of their life.
Really - its very important to have proper nutrition and low stress during pregnancy.