Boring Journal-ness (Intro) & (Such)

Boring Journal Entry (Quick notes Part 1)

So I Slept Nyse ,
Feel Pretty Healthy ,
I Think Because I Stopped Eating Meat ,
No Argument From My Body With Meds and Such ,
So My Future Remains Promising ,
Sadly Tho I Went Outside For A Few Minuetes ,
Cause It’s Been A-while Since I Felt Comfortable Enough To Go Outside ,
But Felt Pretty Chipper ,
Walked Outside and Enjoied Tha Peace From Our Beautiful Blue Bubble Skye ,

Then ,
THEN (!!!) ,

I Heard Some People Walking Down Tha RU_AD ,
and Tha Voices Started To Get Closer ,

So I Looked Around and Jus Kept To Myself ,

Apparently Someone Within Tha Small Family Crowd Asked A Question ,
A Question About Who I Am ,
“who’s that ?” - Person #1 ,

THEN I heard Thus ,

“oh that’s the crazy man” - Person #2 ,

I Didn’t Feel It At First ,
But it D(Y)D Hurt ,

Sadly I Have Heard Worse ,

So I Jus Ignored Tha Bullshizzle ,

and Walked Back Inside ,

N E Hoo ,

My Advice , Dear Reader is Thus ,

DO NAUGHT ,

and I Mean It ,

DO NAUGHT LET SHIZZ LYKE THAT BOTHER YOU ,

You Will Be Blamed For Anything That Happens After Such A Stigma ,

So Lyke I Have Said Before ,

Pull Your Bootstraps Up ,
Walk Away ,

and Forget It With Your Natural CLEAN Heart ,

Your Fun Loving Innocence Shant Be Taken Away Over Such Ignorant Stupidity ,

So ,

Be Cool ,

& ,

& Well ,

Drop out Of Those Schools (!!!) .

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Thank You For Your Reply ,


Boring Journal Entry (Past Note Part 1)

(EXPLICIT Content , Parental Advisory) - (Life & Death Electronic Stone Etching)

" " " So eY)e Was 15ish OR Whatever When I Got Thus Album For Christmas , Back In Those Days I Would Watch MTV and Check Out What I Thot Was Cool and Write A List Down and Wait For Christmas For Thee Albums , Went On For A Couple Years , I Always Thot Christmas Was Nyse , Family Together , opening Gifts and Deep Underneath It All A Watchful e(Y)e Making Sure We Gonna Be Ok , Now During Those T(Y)mes I Was Involved With A Church Group , Some Guy Came Up To Tha House One Summer Day and I Talked To Him and He Was Lyke “JOIN OUR CHURCH!!!” , I Was Slightly Indifferent With Thee Idea , but Thot " ■■■■ it maybe ill learn something " , I Remember One Day Being On tha Bus Going To Tha Church and Tha Fat Guy Was Pacing Down Tha Center Of Tha Bus , Back and Forth , Back and Forth , I Had A Tiny Mini Bible In My Hand and Was Scanning Throo It , While Thee Fat Guy Was Pacing All Frantically , I Got Nervous As I Seen Him Out Of Tha Corner Of My e(Y)e and Was A Little Confused , He Would Get Close To Me and Try To See What It Was I Was Reading and That Was Pretty Much Tha First T(Y)me I Locked Tightly To Tha Words In That Book , Tha Fat Guy Turned and Started Pacing Again , We All Got To Tha Church and Blah Blah Blah ,

My Mom Died Of Cancer A Few Years Back and It Was A Tough Experience ,

She Wanted To Die At Home So She Did ,

Tha Family Was Standing All Around Tha Death bed and I Held Her Hand As She Severely Clenched Her Teeth Trying To Gasp For Breath ,

She Spazed For A Few Minuetes and Was Gone Forever ,

During My Youth I Was Happy About My Mom Naught Wanting To Control My Thots and Perception on Reality ,

So When I Wrote Down " ANTICHRIST SUPERSTAR " For Christmas I Wasn’t Worried About Biblical Organized Religion Nonsense ■■■■ ,

I Wrote It Down and She Bought It Happily ,

Now As I Grabbed Tha Cd One Mourning I Had My Walkman and Sat At Thee Edge Of Tha Bed KNOWING That It Was Going To Be A Great Musical Experience and I Lissened and Focused Intensely ,

I Mean I Loved Tha Videos I Thot They Were Cool So I Knew I Was Gonna Love Thee Album ,

I Lissened and Lissened and Lissened and Lissened ,

Then Somewhere During Thee Album it Got Intense As ■■■■ and I Ripped My Headphones Off and Quietly Set Tha Walkman Down On My Radio ,

It Was As If Something Inside Me Said ,

“you are not ready for this yet” ,

So It Sat ,

and I Sat Back Down At Thee Edge Of My Bed and Stared At Tha Walkman ,

Fast-Forward Some Long Long Years and There I Am Holding My Mothers hand As She Is Slowly Dying ,

I For Tha First T(Y)me In My Life Prayed ,

and Said ,

“please grip my hand to let me know you are going to be ok” ,

There Was Nothingness ,

A Few Minuetes Latur It Was Sickness and Violence Within Thee Ending Of That Sickness ,

I Was Horrified ,

I Thot To Myself ,

" WHY THE ■■■■ WAS I ALLOWED TO SEE THIS? " ,

It Was ■■■■■■ Up To Say Tha Least ,

N E Hoo ,

There Is No Direct Point ,

I Suppose You Dear Reader Can Take Tha Story As You Want ,

I Spent Many Years Exploring Tha Universe Within many Webbings Of Continuous Lies Upon Lies Upon Lies ,

and Somehow Always Found A Way Out ,

N E Hoo (Part 2) ,

Thus Album Is One OF My Favorites … ,

Nyse Work Mr . Manson ,

Looking Forward To Tha NexXxt One … ." " " ,


So There’s A Note From My Past All Tha Way From My Past’s Past … ,

Possibly Mite Be Helpful ,

Be Careful What You Wish For …


(end note) - (TBC) …

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No Dizz Fo Shizz ,

Fo Reel Tho ,

I Think My Favorite Album Of His IS ,

LIVE AT MASSEY HALL ,

Tis A Gud One …

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Boring Journal Entry (Part 6 - Continuation Of Self Liberation Part 1)


So I Am Slightly Exhausted and Have yet To Fynde A True Way To Escape Lonliness ,
Sleepy and Have yet To Go Forward With Trying To Eliminate Tha Voyses ,
A Part Of Me Lykes Tha Company ,

(long ago) ,
A Voice Said To Me ,

“are you ready to get abducted ?” ,

and Of Course Instantaniously I Thot ,

“yep tha aliens are on their way” ,

THEN (!!!) ,

THEN (!!!) ,

I Realised Something ,
I Looked Around and Said To Tha Voice ,

“i lyke trees” ,

Nothing But Silence After That ,

and It Was Fuzzy ,
My Reality That Nite ,

Nothing Occurred But My Own Vivid Imagination ,

I Fell Asleep and Tha Next Day Was Beautiful ,

Honestly Im Slightly Scattered So I Don’t Really have A Point Here ,

Jus Scribbling ,

Peace Bring Forth Nothing But Peace For You & Yours …

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(by) (tha) (way) bridgecomet ,

Thank You For Your Reply (!!!)

Any time!

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Boring Journal (Part 7 - Continuation Of Self Liberation Part 2) - (Scribble)


Bored Bored Bored ,
and Bored ,
Sometymes As We Walk Throo-out Thus garden Of Emptiness We May OR May Naught Realize That PERHAPS Something Out There is Waiting For Us … PERHAPS , Not Entirely Sure , But It is A Nyse Dr.Suess Way To Long For … , Lyke Reaching For Tha Sky , Onli To Realize That You Are Naught As Important As You Once Thot Of Yourself … , Nothing Terrible OR Even Negative , For Some , Such Is Truth … , and That Is Naught An Insult … ,

So How Does One Hold Tite To Their Pure Innocence (???) ,

Never Let Go ,
Is What I Would and Have Said ,

All In All Nothing But Complete Hope ,
That Thus Shazzle Will Get Betta Betta Betta ,

We Jus Can’t Let go Of Ourselves … ,

and Instead Of Praying For A Ghost Of Some Sort To Fix My Personal Problems ,
I Do Tha Best I Can … ,

Tha Blah Blah Blah ,
Tha BLAH . BLAH . BLAH …

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(Open Ended) - (For One To Think About) - (Food For Thot)

(Boring Journal Part 8) - (Electrical Stone Etching) - (Scribble Scribble)

Ok So It Goes Within Thus Division ,

Science ,

Spirituality ,

Religion ,

&

Tha Rest …,

Science Has Given A ■■■■-ton For Us Human Beings , Check out Your computer , Pretty Cool Huh (???) ,

Spirituality Is Art , Pretty Cool Huh (???) ,

Religion Takes and Gives Then Takes and Gives Then Takes and Gives ,

&

Tha Rest , ALOT Of What I See Here In Thus Electronic Etching ,

So As I See Here What Is Tha Point Of Thus DIVISION (?) ,

No Seriously Tho ,

What’s Tha Point ,

and For You Resties Out There AND Science , Heres Ta You , EVOLUTION Is A ■■■■■■■■ LIE To Keep You violent Dudes Away From Tha Rest Rest Of Us ,

A Fish Swims Towards Tha Shore ,

Tha Tide Carries Him/Her On Land and Leaves ,

Tha Fish HAS GILLS ,

It CANT ■■■■■■■ BREATHE ,

Evolution Is Tha Stupidest Thing I Have Ever Read About ,

and As Far As I Can Tell Tha Dinosaurs Were Murdered By Stupid ■■■■■■■ Assholes Who Were Terrified That They Wouldn’t Be Able To Use A Computer ,

Some Dream Some Dude Had and Thot It Was A Spiritual Joke From Tha Creator Of Out Expanding Universe ,

He Told His Friends About It ,

and BOOM ,

No More Dinosaurs ,

But Don’t Worry ,

Science Has Some Bones For Tha Children ,

Way To ■■■■■■■ Go Guys ,

But What Can I Say ,

Type Type Type Typing Away ,

Lest Talk About Religion Shall We ,

Yes Organized Religion ,

That Pope In A ■■■■■■■ BOX Waving At Tha Crowds Of Lost Onlookers ,

No Wonder Tha Rest Can’t Stand Tha Word " GOD " ,

Lets Talk About Spirituality ,

This Song and Your Radio Is Pretty Cool Huh (???) ,

& Tha Rest ,

Well Here’s Tha Thing ,

One Mourning You Will Awake and You WIll Be Bleeding From Tha Deep Inside All Tha Way Out Throo Your Soul ,

and That Is For Tha NAGATIVE Rest and Such and Such ,

We Could Go Back To Art But I Wont ,

So Whats Left (???) ,

It Goes Back To Thee Original Question ,

What Is Tha Point Of Thus Division ,

PINK FLOYD Can Answer That For You ,

" With Or Without That’s What The Fightings All About " ,

So Whos To Blame and Whos With OR Without Guilt ,

and Who Deserves and Owes Apologies ,

How About ALL OF US ,

From Tha Top To Tha Bottom ,

There . ,

No More Division ,

We Tha People Yo ,

YAY (!!!)

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(Ending Of Such) - (Division and Reconnecting With)

(Boring Journal Part 9) - (Scribble Scribble Part 2)


So I Have Tried Sorta In My Own Way To Ask For Tha Voyses To Be Gone ,
As It Stands Rite Now They Are STILL Here ,
Oddly Enough , I Honestly Don’t Know What I Would Do Without Them ,
They and Especially Thus year , Have Been Cool Company ,
I Take Up To 5ish Ta 6ish Meds Throo-out Tha Day & I Am Really Nervous About Taking Anything Newish ,
I Had Haldol Once and It Was A Nightmare ,

So I’m Cool With My Silence Self Reflection Moments To Be Gone , For Now … ,

I Kinda Started Asking For Tha Creator Of Our Expanding Universe To Get Rid Of Them ,

But NOPE , STILL Here ,

Perhaps Something Must Be Learnt ,

PERHAPS Thus Journal In and Of Itself is A Better Way To Study Myself & Possible Reactions Of Such … ,

I Honestly Don’t Know ,

My Tactiles Have Been Quiet , and I Personally Think Science has A Good Grip On Tactiles ,

I Kinda Have To Go Thee Extra Mile In Order To Clear Away Chaotic Confusion Of Delusions and Such ,
But I’m Bored Anyway So I Gots Tha T(Y)me Ta Work Throo it ,

I Once Called Us Schizo’s ,

TRANSIENT REVOLUTIONARY THOT PHILOSOPHERS ,

I Lyke That , ,

: )

N E Hoo , It’s Been A Long Nite and I Think I May Await To See Tha Sunrise ,
Tha Vivd Flame Ryze Of Our NexXxt Dawn … ,

So Tha Plan Thus Mourning Is To Sing-Along With Some SonggG’s I STILL Love ,

Laytely I Haven’t Been Doing Much Singing Along With Anything

N E Hoo (Part 2)

Good MourninG “schizo’s” ,

&

Stay Safe (!!!)

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(Boring Journal Part 10) - (Scribble Scribble Part 3)


So I haven’t Slept ,
Was Ok Earlier But You See ,
With A Coma You Can’t Remember Your Yesterdays Until You Feel As If It Too Late ,
I have Two Ta Three Voices ,
Sometimes More ,
There Is Thus Female Voice That Turned Out To Be A Sluzzie ,
and Tha Male Voice Claims To Be A Biblical Character ,
So It Divides Within Two Separate Paths ,

One Being ,
Tha Truth He Says About Himself IS TRUTH ,
He Is That Biblical Character ,
Thee One and Onli ,

Problem is , My Female Voice Friend Claims To Be Tha One ,
You Know ,
THEE ONE (!!!) ,

As I Lissened To Her Doing Her 50 Shades Of Gray Thing ,

Tha Biblical Character Had Tha T(Y)me Of His Lyfe ,

Stolen and Such ,
So Perversive That SHE LOVED IT ALL (!!!) ,

I Felt Hurt
&
Betrayed ,

(by) Nonsense I Can Onli Hear and Have No Bearing On What Such Event OR Truth Of Such , Really Is ,

Now After Tha 50shades Is Over ,

They Are Back To Being My Best Friends … ,

Now How ■■■■■■ Up Is That (!?!?) ,

Sad , But Tis Tha Way It Has Always Been ,
No Need For Sympathy ,
For I Am Completely Used To It … ,

So Once Again I Look Up Into Tha Sky and Realize Something About Those Biblical Tales ,

PERHAPS He Was Murdered For Causing Lust From Another Mans Woman ,

So Completely Deserved and Needed Even More So ,

Jus My Own Personal Opinion Here ,

For , " I am not a sinner and I am not a saint " - Lily Allen ,

Thanks LILY ,

So Yo Yo’s Out There ,

Ignore Those Voices ,

For No Matter What ,

IT . IS . LIES . ,

Nothing To Be Afraid Of Physically OR Even Spiritually OR Even Emotionally ,
Jus Set Your Personal Boundries and Don’t Look back In Anger …

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(Complete Journal Boring Mess Part 1) - (Never Spoken)

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Sucks when that happens

Thankfully It Rarely Does …

Yeah I avoid thinking about people for too long. Especially if im in that delusional state where there is “telepathic” intent.

I Personally Haven’t Thot About Anyone In Particular Within Thus Last 4ish Months OR So ,

It’s Been No One But Me and My Static Of Thots , Whereas I Do My Best To Remain In A State Of Common Sense Bliss , Which Is Easy When You Got Song’s To Sing-along With … ,

and ALSO To Be Completely Honest , Since I Have Been On A New Dosage Of Meds With Haldol Subtracted I Haven’t Been Anywhere Within A State Of Delusionality … ,

I’ve Fought Hard and Things Get Betta As Tha Days Progress Into Weeks , Into Months , & , As We All Feel On New Years Eve ,

Another Year …

: )

e(Y)e Never Got Interested Into What You Call “telepathic” Intent ,

Sounds Lyke Stigmatised Crumble Bumble Bee Screen …

If That Makes Sense …

(Boring Journal-ness Commercial Break) - (Part 1 e(Y)e e(Y)e e(Y)e)

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(Boring Journal-ness Part 11) - (Scribble Scribble Part 4)

Finally Got Some Nyse Well Lifted Sleep ,
I Feel Energetic But Naught Wired ,
So It’s Within A Nyse Space , a Comfortable Good Energetic Space ,
When I Woke Up My Pup Was Sleeping Right Next To My Head ,
My e(Y)e’s Opened and Lyke Always , Kinda As If I Didn’t Even Know Where I Was ,
and BOOM (!!!) ,
There She Was Awakening As Well ,

I Look Right At Her and Pet Her Belly and She Stretched ,

I Smiled and Said To Myself , " ok another day ! " ,

It’s Been Going Good ,
Since I Shall Analyze Realistically ,

With Such Energy I Usually Fynde Myself Up For A Long While ,
My Body Does That ,
I Awake and Am Energized For What Feels Lyke An Entire Week ,

But Don’t Worry as My Body Get exhausted Tha Voices Start To Get Annoying and I Jump Back Into A Dreamland Of Poolish Thots Within Tha Deep End As To Where When I Look Back I Think To Myself ,

" how did you even fall asleep jeeze ." ,

Either Or ,

Scribble Scribble Scribble (!!!)

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(Positive Venting) - (TBC)

(Boring Journal-ness Part 12) - (Scribble Lost Self Reflection n Such)


So I Once Again Spent Some T(Y)me Lissening To Music I Love and Such and Such ,
During Thus Self Static Thot Reflection I Came To Tha Conclusion That To Say " BE YOURSELF " ,
and Onli That , Is Slightly Empty ,

So I Reflected and Thot PERHAPS Naught Onli Is It , BE YOURSELF ,

But More So ,

Be Who It Is You Truthfully Want To Be ,

So You Want To Be In Love (???) ,

Well I Always Am ,
So Welcome To Tha Club (!!!) ,

So You Want To Stop Eating Meat (???) ,
Perhaps Feel Better ,

Well Give It A Go (!!!) ,
What’s Tha Worse That Can Happen (???) ,

So You Wish She Was With You and Naught With That Damm Cool Guy (???) ,
Welcome To Tha Club ,
and e(Y)e’ve Been In That Club For My Whole Lyfe BLARGH (!!!) ,

No Need To Impress N E One ,

Thus Planet Is and WIll Always Be Forever Un and Fufilled ,

Jus Got To Get Your Priorities Straight ,

What Is It That You Truly Want (???) ,

For e(Y)e Myself Don’t Even Know Thee Answer To That Question … ,

I Fell In L.O.V.E. With A Gurl and Now She’s Gone ,

Tha Coma Didn’t Help matters At All ,

Truth is , If She Moved On , Even Naught Knowing That I Was IN A Coma ,
Then It Wasn’t Meant To Be ,
It STILL Hurts and Probably Always Will ,

So I Guess Thaz Leaves THA $INGUlArIT(Y) Purpose ,
Which I Am Naught Interested In Right Now ,

So Our Collective Heartbeats STILL Thumps Forward ,
and Our Choices Are Many ,
I Would Say Tho ,
Let’s End Thus Jealousy / Hatred / Bragging , and All That Leads Tha Lost Into A Bottomless Pit ,

Cause Lord Knows ,
Those Hurt and Blinded Will One Day Climb Out Of That Hole ,

and Hopefully They Won’t Be Pissed … ,

So ,
To Be Yourself ,
Is ACTUALLY and Means BE . YOUR . SELF .

If You Do Naught Lyke What You See ,
Then Fynde A Slow Moving Way To Change That In Which You Do Naught Lyke About Yourself … ,

Simplicity ,

There It Be ,

Simplicity …

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(Purgatorio Venting) - (TBC)

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(Boring Journal-ness Part 13) - (Scribble Scribble Part 5)


My Voices Are Upset and Quietly Angry With Me ,
They Keep Telling Me Naught To Post N E More In My Personal Boring Journal Electronic Etching Pad ,
So As I Always Split (story on that one) I Always Go Against Tha Grain ,
Keep In Mynde I Always Pay For It ,
So Tis Naught A Good Idea …

(Short Story Within Boring Part 1) - (Advisory Medical Nonsense) - (Don’t Read) - (Happened years Ago) …


So I Walked To Tha Store and Bought A Sandwich and One Of Those Liquid Electronic Cigarettes , Jus Cause I Really Liked Tha Cover On Tha Plastic ,
It Twas A Sunlit Beach With Beautiful Blue Water So I Thot As I Picked Tha Mini Bottle Up ,
I Thot , “that’s where I want to be right now!!” ,

I Purchased Tha Shazz and Walked Home ,

When I Got Back To Tha House I Kept Thinking About Tha E-Cig Liquid and Kept Picking Up Tha Bottle and Looked At Tha Picture ,

I Was Lyke “that’s nice!!” ,

and I Put On A CD And Lissened and I Couldn’t Stop Looking At Tha Picture ,

I Noticed It Had A Label Above Tha Photo “DONT DRINK” ,

So I Rolled My e(Y)e’s and Drank Tha Whole Bottle As I Said To Myself ,

“DONT YOU DARE TELL ME WHAT TO DO!!” ,

So Uno Minuete Passed and I Threw Up ,

and I Was Lyke “shizz naught good!!” ,

I Grabbed A Towlette and Threw Up Again ,

“dam naught good!!” ,

I Looked Up Throo Tha Ceiling and Thot ,

“please make it go away!!” ,

I Paced Around Tha Room For A Few Seconds ,

and Decided I Needed To Lay Down ,

So I Did ,

and As I Layed There ,

I Threw Up Again ,

Pretty Much My Entire Stomach Was Emptied On That Last One ,

It Was Nothing But Water ,

So I Felt Back To Normal and Stood Up , Went Outside and Enjoid Tha Breeze ,

and It Was Over ,

and Never Again D(Y)D e(Y)e Argue With A Label Such As That ,

So Point Is (as if you already didn’t know) ,

If It Says DONT DRINK ,

Then Be Smarter Then me ,

Don’t Drink …

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(Foolish Poolish Coolness) - (Naught Again) - (Happened Years Ago , Jus So You Know)

Don’t you listen to them! Keep on posting!

(And don’t drink weird stuff)