Its these stupid thoughts about the radio station i volunteer for and i cant seem to shake them, i think they don’t want me doing shows anymore,
Things like not answering every email and not uploading my show when it should have been, changing my slot time, some jokes that i think may be double sided, i am trying my best to fight these thoughts and the fact that i worry some poeple may not like my show, its really a big ball of crap that i am trying not to let drag me down.
I did have a break before xmas for a few months which was nice but I’m trying to get back into the swing of it again, did 2 good interviews before Xmas, a local band and a local CBD expert, I just bought an expensive piece of equipment as well and I’ve been having trouble with it.
The people at the station seem nice but idk why I feel like something shady is going on in the background. its upsetting.