I’ve been talking to the ceiling fan and telling the lightbulb to flicker to prove to me Jesus is coming back from the dead.
I laid down to sleep and felt soooo dizzy, but then I didn’t sleep so now I’m up again.
Watched a youtube video and I think I have Bipolar2. That’s why they made everything worse when they called it schizophrenia. Still doesn’t explain my mom’s disease…other than she’s extremely Bipolar, because weed is helping her a ton.
(https://theprose.com/post/417054/no-apologies)
He is an artistic comedian
a con-artist on camera commercial
superficial and biblical
righteously indignant and inspired
by the tight-wirings of the industry’s
bicameral projections
Let’s focus on bright-lights-flashing-wish it all away
It’s a new dawn, and a new day
and but beneathe the decadent display
you know they have nothing left to say…
O neon bright bright white light
Fairy God-mother of hope and might
Might I ask just one favor, one hopeless solution
Let’s remember the man first, before reading
his constitution…
The forum won’t let me post anything new. Its all a conspiracy.
Why the hell am I so heavily moderated? Why is every narc in existence always trying to breathe down my neck like jeeez.
Hope you’re feeling okay. Have you been sleeping enough? You sounds a abit manic if you don’t mind me saying
I have hypomania. Where you go from mania for a few days, then depression or crash for a few days. It makes more sense to me…I slept well last night but woke up with a pounding migraine so that’s part of why I feel like I’m fighting the sleep. I think its something to do with meds/blood pressure/stress.
I’m actually feeling less out of it than usual, but Idk.
It’s almost 4:20 am and I havent slept, but I washed a bunch of clothes etc. so tired of being stuck at home. Not sure what will help me. I am going to rehab and now I’m doubting that I need it, but something is telling me to go before it gets worse…and a part of me just doesn’t feel like being in this house anymore.
I hear you yo I spend a lot of time out of the house
I’m not a medical professional. I’m a moron. But I’m reminded of one diagnoses, schizoaffective disorder.
You really need to stop the street drugs, coke, etc Its likely making you psychotic and worse as they boost dopamine and antipsychotics block dopamine.
I don’t think Abilify blocks dopamine…don’t worry @anon67051439 I’m done with that. Checking into rehab tomorrow morning…I have a few days clean but I’m getting to the root causes too…
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