I went on Friday for my second session with psychologist who is assessing me in order to refer me to a therapist who will suit my needs. We spoke a lot about motivation issues and I told him all the things I’d like to do if I’m more motivated - shower, brush teeth, clean house, paint, write etc… It’s a long way to go still but I do feel better since I resumed proper dose of meds last week.
However over the last days or more, I’ve had trouble falling asleep at night and staying asleep. I’d lie awake, fall asleep, dream, wake up, go to toilet, fall asleep, dream, wake up, fall asleep, dream, wake up. Over and over again. It drives me nuts. If I’m doing a little better why can’t I sleep? Am I swinging to hypomania or something? Or overthinking? Or beginning to relapse?? I hope it’s not permanent this insomnia. But most nights I struggle to stay asleep so have to sleep in morning too.