ive tried pretty much everything for the past 12 years, I think I tried clozoril in a psych ward, but they didn’t prescribe it so ill try that when I get a new psych
basically, this whole thing started when I was taking zyprexa and watching cnn while stoned on weed, and suddenly the weirdest stories started emerging in my head, sometimes it was relavent to reality, but my life got worse so bad, it was terrifying, ive dealt with suicide attempts, family members dying, and loss of income since that day. the voices in my head now mainly deal with government agents, before it was news anchors and celebrities, which pissed me off since what they were doing was inhumane (lots of intercourse)
I can explain what I heard in my head, but its extremely graphic
I spend all day listening to the voices in my head, and my haldol doesn’t work, I’m starting to get the sneaking suspicious someones been breaking in and drugging me and my family, and the police get extremely confrontational when I call and when they meet me, I think its because I’m dark skinned, so I cant really rely on anyone
I’m usually assaulted in psych wards, so I’m afraid
what pills are the best so I can try to get a prescription?
Hi. Welcome to the forum. We are all different when it comes to medication so it’s often about trial and error. Clozapine is good for some and that could be a good start. Always important to stop street drugs. They hinder recovery and make symptoms worse for most and have their own issues with psychosis.
If your serious about getting better stop the weed. For most if you have schizophrenia it’s like pouring petrol on a fire. You just end up getting burned…
Have a good talk to your psychiatrist. If they are any good they should be able to get you on the path to getting better. Periods of psychosis are most likely damaging the brain…there’s enough evidence to suggest that but getting on the medications leads to better outcomes. It’s that simple.
i dont really smoke weed anymore… but thanks, ive talked to her, i ended up filing a medical report on her on the state medical board because she refuses to perscribe me my anti anxiety meds, but ill try again.
Try Risperdal first then Clozapine. They’re the 2 strongest meds, Clozapine is #1, Risperdal is #4 according to Wikipedia but Clozapine may have dangerous side effects like weakened immune system from reduced white blood cells similar to HIV. You need frequent blood tests for Clozapine, weekly at first.
I take amisulpride 200mg (400mg when I relapse) and 5mg olanzapine,and voices not so bad. They tend to come and go unless I’m in an episode then I hear them more.